The Garden Party, and Other StoriesMansfield, Katherine
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The Garden Party, and Other Stories
Mansfield, Katherine
New Zealand -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, New Zealand
Reggie caught hold of her little warm hand. “There’s no question of
forgiving you,” he said quickly. “How could there be? And I do believe
I know why I make you laugh. It’s because you’re so far above me in
every way that I am somehow ridiculous. I see that, Anne. But if I were
to—”
“No, no.” Anne squeezed his hand hard. “It’s not that. That’s all
wrong. I’m not far above you at all. You’re much better than I am.
You’re marvellously unselfish and... and kind and simple. I’m none of
those things. You don’t know me. I’m the most awful character,” said
Anne. “Please don’t interrupt. And besides, that’s not the point. The
point is”—she shook her head—“I couldn’t possibly marry a man I laughed
at. Surely you see that. The man I marry—” breathed Anne softly. She
broke off. She drew her hand away, and looking at Reggie she smiled
strangely, dreamily. “The man I marry—”
And it seemed to Reggie that a tall, handsome, brilliant stranger
stepped in front of him and took his place—the kind of man that Anne
and he had seen often at the theatre, walking on to the stage from
nowhere, without a word catching the heroine in his arms, and after one
long, tremendous look, carrying her off to anywhere....
Reggie bowed to his vision. “Yes, I see,” he said huskily.
“Do you?” said Anne. “Oh, I do hope you do. Because I feel so horrid
about it. It’s so hard to explain. You know I’ve never—” She stopped.
Reggie looked at her. She was smiling. “Isn’t it funny?” she said. “I
can say anything to you. I always have been able to from the very
beginning.”
He tried to smile, to say “I’m glad.” She went on. “I’ve never known
anyone I like as much as I like you. I’ve never felt so happy with
anyone. But I’m sure it’s not what people and what books mean when they
talk about love. Do you understand? Oh, if you only knew how horrid I
feel. But we’d be like... like Mr. and Mrs. Dove.”
That did it. That seemed to Reginald final, and so terribly true that
he could hardly bear it. “Don’t drive it home,” he said, and he turned
away from Anne and looked across the lawn. There was the gardener’s
cottage, with the dark ilex-tree beside it. A wet, blue thumb of
transparent smoke hung above the chimney. It didn’t look real. How his
throat ached! Could he speak? He had a shot. “I must be getting along
home,” he croaked, and he began walking across the lawn. But Anne ran
after him. “No, don’t. You can’t go yet,” she said imploringly. “You
can’t possibly go away feeling like that.” And she stared up at him
frowning, biting her lip.
“Oh, that’s all right,” said Reggie, giving himself a shake. “I’ll...
I’ll—” And he waved his hand as much to say “get over it.”
“But this is awful,” said Anne. She clasped her hands and stood in
front of him. “Surely you do see how fatal it would be for us to marry,
don’t you?”
“Oh, quite, quite,” said Reggie, looking at her with haggard eyes.
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