He had been a good deal of a dare-devil and was regarded as something of
a hero; he inspired us with awe, for, despite his recklessness, he had
played the game gaily and escaped detection. The impression that this
kind of thing created was that indiscretions were only indiscreet when
they were bungled. Punishment seemed the penalty for discovery--not for
the sin itself. Naturally it was the foolish and less flagrant sinners
who got caught. For instance, there was the Bantam.
The first term the Bantam watched and listened. There were occasions
when he was a little shocked. When Christmas came round, having no home
to go to, he kept on his rooms in college, and spent the vacation in
residence. I returned to Pope Lane, and found that the womanliness of
Ruthita and the Snow Lady had a sanitary effect. The wholesome sweetness
of their affection, after the hot-house discussions of a group of
boyish men, came like a breath of pure air. I fell back into the old
trustfulness. I recognized that society had secret restraints and
delicacies, a disclosure of the motives for which was not yet allowable;
at the proper season life would explain itself.
When college re-assembled I noticed a change in the Bantam. He was
soulful and sentimental--he took more pains with his dressing. He was
continually slipping off by himself; when he returned he volunteered no
information as to the purpose of his errand. When the eternal problem
of woman was discussed, he smiled in a wise and melancholy manner. If
he contributed a remark, it was not a guess, but had the air of
authoritative finality. One night I tackled him. “What have you been up
to, Bantam? You know too much.”
He twisted his pipe in his mouth pensively. “She’s the sweetest little
girl in the world.”
He would not tell me her name. He had pledged her his word not to do
that. There was a reason--she was working, and she belonged to too high
a rank in society to work. She wished to remain obscure, until she could
re-instate herself. She was a Cinderella who would one day emerge from
poverty into splendor. The Bantam said his emotions were almost too
sacred to talk about. Nevertheless, he meandered on with his mystery
from midnight to three o’clock. She was a lady and terribly persecuted.
He had come to her rescue just at the identical moment when a good
influence was most needed. All through the Christmas Vac he had
acted the big brother’s part, shielding her from temptation. She was
lovely--there lay the pity of it.
I pointed out that there were ten thousand ways of flirting with girls,
and that this was the most dangerous. His white knighthood was
affronted by that word _flirting_. He became indignant and said I was no
gentleman.
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