“Helping her to keep up her courage by letting her know that one man
respects her.”
“Don’t you think she may get to expect more than that?”
“Certainly not. Why should she?”
“Just because girls do,” I said. “Do you write her letters?”
“Sometimes.”
“What do you write about?”
He wouldn’t tell me that. Next day I went down to the shop to
investigate matters. Since the Bantam wouldn’t listen to sense, I
intended to hint to the girl the danger of what she was doing. Of course
she could never marry him; but I was morally certain that that was what
she was aiming at.
The shop was a stationer’s. I had chosen an hour in the afternoon
when it was likely to be empty, everyone being engaged in some form
of athletics. I entered and saw a daintily gowned woman with her back
turned towards me. She was all in white. Her waist was of the smallest.
She had a mass of honey-colored hair. She swung about at sound of my
footstep.
“Why, Kitty, of all people in the world! I didn’t expect to find you
here.”
“As good as old times,” she said. “I’ve often seen you pass the window,
but I thought you wouldn’t want to know me.”
“And why not?”
“Because of what happened.”
“Rapson?”
She flushed and hung her head. I wondered if she meant what I thought
she meant.
I hated to see her sad; she looked so young and pretty. I began to ask
her what she was doing.
“Doing! Minding shop, remembering, growing old, and earning my living.
It’s just horrid to be here, Dante. I have to watch you ’Varsity men
having a good time--and once I belonged to your set. And they come in
and stare at me, and pay me silly compliments--and I have to smile and
pretend I like it. That’s what I’m paid for. They don’t know how I hate
them. When they have their sweethearts and sisters up, they walk past me
as though they never knew me.”
“But are they all like that?”
She smiled, and I knew she loved him. When she spoke her voice trembled.
“There’s one of them is different.”
“Kitty, he’s the one I came to talk about.”
With instinctive foreknowledge of the purpose of my errand, her face
became tragic. “His father’s in India,” I explained. “From what I hear
of him he’s very proud. If the Bantam made a marriage that could in any
way be regarded as imprudent, he’d cut him off. He’d be ruined. You know
how it would be; the world would turn its back on him.”
“What do we care about the world?” she said. “The world’s a coward.”
It was wonderful how coldly practical I could become in dealing with
another man’s heart affairs--I, who spent my time dreaming of the most
extraordinarily unconventional marriages.
“The world may be a coward, Kitty, but you have to live in it. Besides,
are you sure that the Bantam really cares for you? Have you told him
everything?”
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