When we began to talk of foreign countries, she amazed me with her
knowledge. She seemed to have been in every country of Europe except
Russia. Last winter, she told me, she had spent in Rome and the spring
in Paris. She always spoke as if she had been unaccompanied, except
for Dorrie. It struck me as strange that so young and beautiful a woman
should have traveled so widely without an escort or chaperon of any
kind. I was striving to place her. She spoke excellent English, and yet
I was certain she was not an Englishwoman. For one thing, her manner in
conversation with a man was too spontaneous and free from embarrassment.
She had none of that fear of talking about herself which hampers the
women of our nation; nor did she seek to flatter me and to hold my
attention by an insincere interest in my own past history. She had
an air of self-possession and self-poise which permitted her to make
herself accessible. I longed to ask her to tell me more about herself,
but I did not dare. We skimmed the surface of things, evading one
another’s inquisitiveness with veiled allusions.
The child looked up. “Dorrie’s hungry,” she said plaintively. .
Pulling out my watch I discovered that it was long past twelve. Making
the greatest haste, I could not get back to my grandmother’s till lunch
was over.
“You needn’t go unless you want,” said Vi. “I’ve enough for the three of
us. It was Dorrie and I who delayed you; so we ought to entertain you.
That’s only fair.”
Dorrie wriggled her toes and clambered over me, insisting that I accept
the invitation. And so I stayed.
They disappeared for ten minutes inside the wreck; when they came out
they had completed their dressing. Vi had piled her hair into a
gold wreath about her head. She was still hatless, but her feet were
decorously stockinged and shod in a shiny pair of high-heeled slippers.
When the meal was ended, I had told myself, I ought to take my
departure; but Dorrie gave me an excuse for stopping. She curled herself
up in my arms, saying she was “tho thleepy.” I could not rise without
waking her.
When the child no longer kept guard between us, we began to grow
self-conscious. In the silences which broke up our whispered
conversation, we took slow glances at one another and, when we caught
one another’s eyes, looked away sharply. I thought of the miracle of
what had happened, and wondered if the same thought occupied her mind.
Here were she and I, who that morning had been nothing to one another;
by this afternoon every other interest had become dwarfed beside her.
I knew nothing of her. Most of the words which we had interchanged had
been quite ordinary. Yet she had revealed to me a new horizon; she had
made me aware of an unsuspected intensity of manhood, which gave to the
whole of life a richer tone and more poignant value.
She took her eyes from the sea and looked down at Dorrie. “You hold her
very tenderly. You are fond of children.”
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