When I got there my fears proved groundless; nervousness was followed by
disappointment. The shore was deserted. I called Dorrie’s name to make
my presence known; no answer came. Having reconnoitered the wreck from
the outside, I entered through a hole in the prow where the beams had
burst asunder. Then I knew that Vi had been there that morning. The
surface of the sand which had drifted in had been disturbed. It was
still wet in places from her bathing and bore the imprint of her
footsteps, with smaller ones running beside them which were Dorrie’s. I
must have missed them by less than a hour.
Turning back to Ransby, I determined to spend the rest of the day in
searching. Surely she must be conscious of my yearning--sooner or
later, even against her inclination, it would draw her to me. Even
now, somewhere in the pyramided streets and alleys of the red-roofed
fishing-town, her steps were moving slower and her face was looking
back; presently she would turn and come towards me.
All that morning I wandered up and down the narrow streets, agitated
by unreasonable hopes and fears. Ransby has one main thoroughfare: from
Pakewold to the harbor it is known as the London Road; from the harbor
to the upper lighthouse on the cliff it is known as the High Street.
Leading off from the High Street precipitously to the denes are winding
lanes of many steps, which are paved with flints; they are rarely more
than five feet wide and run down steeply between gardens of houses. They
make Ransby an easy place in which to hide. As I zigzagged to and fro
between the denes and the High Street by these narrow passages, I was
tormented with the thought that she might be crossing my path, time and
again, without my knowing.
At lunch my grandmother inquired whether I had been to Woadley Hall. She
had noticed how preoccupied I had been since my arrival, and attributed
it to over-anxiety concerning my prospects with Sir Charles.
“The best thing you can do, my dear,” she said, “is to go along out
there this afternoon. I’m not at all sure that you oughtn’t to make
yourself known at the Hall. At any rate, you’ve only got to meet Sir
Charles and he’d know you directly. There’s not an ounce of Cardover in
you; you’ve got your mother’s face.”
Falling in love is like committing crime; it tends to make you
secretive. You will practise unusual deceptions and put yourself to all
kinds of ridiculous inconvenience to keep the sweet and shameful fact,
that a woman has attracted you, from becoming known. My grandmother had
set her heart on my going to Woadley. There was no apparent reason why I
shouldn’t go. It would be much easier to make the journey, than to
have to concoct some silly excuse for not having gone. So, with great
reluctance, I set out, having determined to get there and back with
every haste, so that I might have time to resume my search for Vi before
nightfall.
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