While I hastened through the meal, my grandmother chattered gaily. She
quite approved my choice of a wife and had drawn from Vi one fact, of
which I was unaware--that she was an American. She was burning
with curiosity to learn more about her and was full of the most rosy
conjectures. She was quite sure that Vi was an heiress--all American
women who traveled alone were.
She went up to see that all was ready; then she came to the top of the
stairs and beckoned.
“I’m goin’ to leave you alone,” she whispered, taking my face between
her hands. “God bless you, my boy.” Then she vanished all a-blush and
a-tremble into the keeping-room.
The blood was surging in my brain. I felt weak from too much happiness.
Opening the door slowly, I entered.
I scarcely dared look up at first. The room swam before me. The
old-fashioned green and red flowers in the carpet ran together. I raised
my eyes to the large four-poster mahogany bed--it seemed too large to
hold such a little person. I could see the outline of her figure, but
the heavy crimson curtains, hanging from the tester, hid her face from
me.
“Vi, darling!”
She sat up, with her hands pressed against her throat. The sunlight,
shining in at the window, poured down upon her, burnishing her two long
plaited ropes of hair. She turned towards me; her eyes were misty, her
bosom swelling. She seemed to be calling me to her, and yet pushing me
back. I felt my knees breaking under me, and the sob beginning in my
throat. I ran towards her and knelt down at the bedside, placing my arms
about her and drawing her to me. For an instant she resisted, then her
body relaxed. I looked up at her, pouring out broken sentences. I felt
that the tears were coming through excess of gladness and bowed my head.
She was bending over me, so near she stooped that her breath was in
my hair. The sweet warmth of her was all about me. Her lips touched
my forehead. I held her more closely, but I would not meet her eyes.
I dared not till my question was answered. The silence between us
stretched into an eternity. Her hands wandered over me caressingly;
it seemed a child comforting a man. “Poor boy,” she whispered over and
over, “God knows, neither of us meant it.”
When I lifted my face to hers, the tenderness in her expression was
wiped out by a look of wild despair. She tore my hands from about her
body and tumbled her head back into the pillows with her face turned
from me, shaken by a storm of sobbing. Muttered exclamations rose to
her lips--things and names were mentioned which I only half heard, the
purport of which I could not understand. I tried to gather her to me,
but she broke away from me. “Oh, you mustn’t,” she sobbed, “you mustn’t
touch me.”
With her loss of self-control my strength returned. I sat beside her
on the bed, stroking her hand and trying to console her--trying to tell
myself that this was quite natural and that everything was well.
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