“No, I’ve never thought of it.”
“You ought to.”
“Why?”
“Because four years makes a lot of difference in a woman. You’ll look
still young when I’m turning forty.”
“Pooh!”
She ignored my attempt to turn from the topic. “If--if we should ever
do anything rash, people would say that I was a scheming woman; that
I’d taken advantage of you; that, being the elder, I ought to have known
better.”
The idea of Vi leading me astray was so supremely ridiculous that I
laughed outright. Dorrie stirred, and gazed up in my face. “Dear Dante!”
she muttered, and sank back again.
“Her father will be waiting for the cable,” said Vi.
I wondered if this was the kind of conversation my father and mother
had carried on all those years ago when they ran away. I felt that if my
arms were only free to place about her, all would be well.
“We shall have to tell him, Vi,” I whispered.
She pretended not to hear me. Her eyes were closed. One hand shaded them
from the light. She was again playing hide-and-seek with the purpose of
our errand.
The rumble of the wheels droned on. I planned for what I would do when
the train reached London and the moment of decision should arrive.
Perhaps two hours passed in silence. The glare of London was growing in
the distance. Towns and houses became more frequent. One had glimpses of
illumined windows and silhouettes against the blinds. Each house meant a
problem as large to someone as mine was to me. The fact that life was so
teeming and various robbed my crisis of its isolated augustness. Locals
met us with a crash like thunder. As we flashed by, I could glance into
their carriages and see men and women, all of whom, at some time
in their existence, would decide just such problems of love and
self-fulfilment--to each one of them the decision would seem vital to
the universe, and in each case it would be relatively trivial. How easy
to do what one liked unnoticed in such a crowded world! How preposterous
that theory of the man by the harbor! As if any God could have time to
follow the individual doings of such a host of cheese-mites!
Our fellow-traveler in the corner woke and removed the paper from before
his eyes.
“Wife tired?”
“Yes, it’s a tedious journey.”
It was too much trouble to correct him as to our exact relations.
He cleared the misty panes and looked out at a vanishing station.
“Stratford. We’ll be there in a quarter of an hour. Live in London?”
“Yes. At least, sometimes.”
He commenced to get his baggage together, keeping up his desultory
volley of questions.
We entered the last tunnel. I touched Vi’s hand.
“We’re pulling into Liverpool Street. Do you want to claim your boxes
to-night or to-morrow?”
“To-morrow’ll do,” she said.
A porter jumped on the step of our carriage. Our fellow-traveler
alighted, refusing his assistance. The man climbed in and, shouldering
our luggage, inquired whether we wanted a cab.
“Where to?” he asked.
I turned to Vi. “Where’ll we stay?”
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