She would not answer, but drew herself back into the shadow so I could
not see her expression. We sat silent, fingering our glasses, giving
ourselves over to the languor of the summer’s night. Through the
rapturous stillness we heard the breeze from the mountains rustling
across the Emilian plain like a woman in silk attire. At a neighboring
table a man and a girl, thinking themselves unobserved, swayed slowly
towards one another and kissed, as though constrained by some power
stronger than themselves. Through the golden windows of the tavern
across the way, one could see the silhouettes of men and women trail
stealthily across the white-washed walls. The spirit of Lucrezia and her
lover-poets seemed to haunt Ferrara that night.
“You’re going to Venice,” I said abruptly. “So am I. Perhaps we shall
meet there.”
“Perhaps.”
“We might travel there together.”
“I should be glad.”
We rose from the table. It was late. The piazza was growing empty.
The apple-green shutters before the windows of the houses were closed.
Behind some of them were lights which threw gold bars on the pavement.
The streets were silent.
“How did you know that I would be here?” I asked.
“You forget--you left me your addresses.”
“So I did. But you didn’t write. Why didn’t you write?”
“I was afraid you wouldn’t understand.”
What she meant by that I could only guess. Perhaps she hardly knew
herself. My blood was rushing wildly through my veins. I was breathing
the atmosphere of passion. I did not look ahead; I was absorbed in the
present. I had been hungry for Vi--well, now I had Fiesole. I had been
thirsty for the love of a woman. Fiesole was giving me her comradeship.
I was intoxicated with life’s beauty.
The saffron moon looked down, pillowed on a bank of silver cloud. As
we passed the Castello, a fish leapt in the moat, and fell back with a
splash. I halted, leaning against the parapet.
“And it was here we met.”
She pressed against me. I could feel the wild beating of her heart;
it tapped against my side, calling to my heart for entrance. Her voice
shook with emotion; it whispered above the surge of conflicting thoughts
like the solemn tolling of a sunken bell. “Since then everything has
become golden, somehow.”
I dared not trust myself to respond to her tenderness. I was shaken and
awed by her intensity. With her lips just a little way from mine, so
that my cheeks were fanned by her breath, her face looked into mine,
the chin tilted and the long white throat stretched back. I gazed on her
motionless, with my arms strained down against my side.
“Fiesole,” I whispered, “how many girls and boys have stood here and
said that!”
Her eagerness died out. She slipped her arm into mine. “But we are
alive. I was thinking of nobody but our two selves to-night.”
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