My father sat upright. I wondered how I had hurt him. He spoke stiffly.
“You’ll inherit Sir Charles’s money. When I married a first and a second
time, I didn’t consult his convenience, and the responsibilities I
undertook are mine. Ruthita’s only your sister by accident; already
you’ve been too much together. We must consider this offer apart from
sentiment. He’s sowed his wild oats--well, he’s sorry. And he’ll be the
Earl of Lovegrove by and by. To stand in her way would be selfishness.”
His argument took me by surprise. “Is Ruthita anxious for it? What does
she say?”
“She knows nothing of the world. She takes her coloring from you. She’s
afraid to speak out her mind. She thinks you would never forgive her.”
His voice was high-strung and challenging.
“I don’t believe it,” I said quietly. “She doesn’t love him--she’d be
selling herself for safety.”
In the interval that followed I could feel the grimness of his
expression which the darkness hid from my eyes. “You’re young; you don’t
understand. For years I’ve had to struggle to make ends meet. I’m about
done--I’m tired. If Ruthita were settled, I could lie down with an easy
mind. There’s enough saved to see me and her mother to our journey’s
end.”
He rose to his feet suddenly. “You think I’m acting shabbily.
Good-night.”
He walked away, a gaunt shadow moving through the silver night. The awe
I had of him kept me from following. I sat there and tried to puzzle out
how this thing might be avoided. I could help financially; but my help
would be refused because it was Sir Charles’s money.
Next morning I woke at six and dressed. Dew was on the turf; it sparkled
in the gossamer veils of spider-webs caught among the bushes. Blackbirds
and thrushes in trees were calling. A cock crew, and a cock in the
distance echoed. The childish thought came back to me--how much
grown-ups miss of pleasure in their anxiety for the morrow. There is so
much to be enjoyed for nothing!
A window-sash was raised sharply. Looking up I saw Ruthita in her white
night-gown, with her hair tumbled like a cloud about her breast. I
watched her, thinking her lovely--so timid and small and delicate. I
called to her softly; she started and drew back. I waited. Soon she came
down to me in the garden. I must have eyed her curiously.
“You’ve heard?”
She held out her hand pleadingly, afraid that I would judge her.
“They’re making me,” she cried, “and I don’t--don’t want to, Dannie.”
I led her away behind the tool-shed at the bottom of the garden; it was
the place where I had discovered Hetty in her one flirtation.
“I’m not wanted,” moaned Ruthita; “I cost money. So they’re giving me to
a man I don’t love.”
“They shan’t,” I told her, slipping my arm about her. “You shall come to
me--I don’t suppose I shall ever marry.”
She nestled her head against my shoulder, saying, “You were always good
to me; I don’t know why. I’m not much use to anybody.”
“Rubbish!” I retorted. “None of us could get along without you.”
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