He threw his arm across my shoulder. “I did, old chap. But you’ve grown
older and, since you’ve got all this book-learning and all these grand
friends, I kind o’ felt I was a stranger--thought you didn’t need me
like you used to.”
“My grand friends and book-learning won’t help me this turn,” I grumbled
slowly. “I may need you pretty badly--perhaps, more than ever I did.
You’ve heard?”
“Umph!”
“What d’you think about it?”
“It doesn’t much matter what an old knacker thinks about anything.”
“Why on earth d’you keep calling yourself an old knacker?”
“Dunno. It’s amusin’. It’s a kind o’ luxury after spuffling all my life
to be able at last to depreciate one’s self. Everything’s amusin’.
I know you are; I suppose I am; there’s no doubt about your father.
Nothing’s overserious in this gay old world. Mustn’t take things to
heart, old chap. Look at me, what I’ve come through. Here I am and
not much the worse for wear--battered, but useful, yours truly Obadiah
Spreckles, successful breeder of an entirely new strain of perpetually
laying hens.” He gave himself a resounding whack upon the chest and
cocked his eye at me.
“What do I think about you and the lady in America? Speaking as the
ex-proprietor of a Christian Boarding House, I think it’s shocking.
Speaking as a man of leisure, I think it’s confoundedly human. Speaking
as a shipwrecked cabin-boy who’s suddenly been promoted to captain, I
should say that it’s one of life’s ups and downs. There’s no accounting
for how love takes a man; it’s as fluky as settings of eggs--all cocks
one day, all hens tomorrow, and the day after that nothing. Dash my
boots, I sometimes think that nobody’s to blame for anything. Love’s
shocking or interesting, according to your fancy. Take Lavinia and
myself. I haven’t made her a good husband. I’ve been a failure and a
slacker. I’ve made her happy now only by an accident. People look at
us and wonder what we find in one another. They don’t know--can’t see
beneath the surface. We never had any children. It’s been hard fighting.
But I swear she’s never regretted.--Aye, it’s wonderful the pains God
takes to bring a man and a woman together. These things ain’t accidents.
If you’re meant to have her, you may have to wait, but nothing can
stop you--just like me and my fowls. Life’s a _leading_. ‘He leadeth me
beside the still waters,’ eh, what! But it’s often rough treading till
you get there.--That’s all I have to say about it, old chap.”
“The door of Pope Lane’s shut against me,” I told him. “Ruthie’s married
the fellow I detested. They’re none of them talking to me now.”
The old fellow turned on me snorting like a stallion. “That don’t
matter, lad. You’re your own world. Do without ’em. Everything comes
right in the end.”
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