How did it happen? Was it I or was it Ruthie? Her lips were pressing
mine. A step came down the path behind us. We sprang apart, laughing
softly with reckless joy at our impropriety. Which of us would have
thought ten years ago that there would be anything improper in being
caught kissing?
Hetty pretended not to have seen us, but her flustered face told its
story.
“D’you remember, Hetty, how I once found you doing that to John?”
She writhed her hands under her apron, trying to appear shocked and
not to smile. “I remember, Sir Dante; ’t’aint likely I’d forget.” Then,
disregarding me for Ruthita, “I was about to h’arsk your ladyship,
whether I should get tea ready.”
Ruthita took her by the hand. “You didn’t talk to me that way once,
Hetty. I’m just Ruthie to you always, and Sir Dante is plain Dannie.”
She looked up and met the laughing reproach in our eyes. Her apron went
to her face and her bodice commenced to quiver. “Little did I think when
I washed and dressed yer little bodies that I should ever see this
day,” she sobbed. “It’s breakin’ me ’eart, that’s what it is, all this
quarrelin’. Why shouldn’t I speak to ’im if I wants ter? Why shouldn’t
’e kiss ’is own sister if he likes? Wot’s it matter if all the
neighbors was lookin’? There’s too little lovin’ and too little kissin’;
that’s wot I say. ’Tain’t right ter be ashamed o’ bein’ nateral. If it
’adn’t ’a’ been for bein’ afraid and ashamed, I might ’a’ married
John. The nus-girl next door got ’im. There’s allaws been someone
a-lookin’ when I was courtin’--there’s been too little kissin’ in my
life, and it’s yer Pa’s fault, if I do say it, wi’ ’is everlastin’
look of ‘Don’t yer do it.’”
“If it’s as bad as all that, Hetty, I’m sure you won’t mind if I----”
She made an emotional armful, but between struggling and giggling she
allowed me.
We had tea together in the formal dining-room, with its heavy furniture
and snug red walls. We made Hetty sit beside us; she protested and was
scandalized, but we wouldn’t let her wait. As we talked, the old freedom
of happiness came back to Ruthita’s laughter. The mask of enforced
prejudices lifted from Hetty’s face. All our conversation was of the
past--our adventures, childish mutinies, and punishments. We told Hetty
what a tyrant she had been to us. We asked her whether her nightgowns
were still of gray flannel. I accused her of being the start of all my
naughtiness in the explanation she had given me of how marriages were
concocted. It was like putting a wilted flower into water to see the
way she picked up and freshened. When she had nothing else to reply, she
wagged her head at us, exclaiming, “Oh, my h’eye--what goin’s on! It’s a
good thing walls ain’t got ears. What would your poor Pa say?”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account