“I don’t; neither do you. But when you say so laughing, I can almost
believe it.”
When we had once again started, she became more frank. It was because
my hands were occupied, perhaps. Laying her cheek against my shoulder,
“Dante, I’m not a flirt,” she said. “I just can’t make up my mind about
you.”
“Maybe, I’ll make it up for you.”
“Maybe. But I want you to understand why I did what I did this
morning--speeding like that and behaving as though I was cracked. I was
afraid you were going to make love to me every moment--and I didn’t want
it.”
“D’you want it now?”
“I don’t know.” She dragged the words out wide-apart. “And yet I do
know; but I’ve no right to allow it.”
“You silly child, why on earth not?”
“I’m inconstant; I’m like that now. I should make you happy first and
sorry afterwards.”
“I’ll risk it. I made you sorry first and now I’m going to make you
happy.”
“Do you think you are?”
“Sure of it.”
The road began to descend, at first gradually. The bare, tilled uplands
where winter lingered, were left behind and we ran through a sheltered
land of orchards. The air pulsated with the baaing of lambs and the
sweet yearning of fecundity. Under blown spray of fruit-trees the
little creatures gamboled, halting by fits and starts, calling to their
mothers, or kneeling beneath them, their thirsty throats stretched up
and their long tails flapping. Surrounded by lean trees, lopped of their
lower branches, gray farmhouses rose up, watching like aged shepherds.
Slowfooted cattle, heavy-uddered, wandered between the hedges with their
great bags swinging. Women with brass jars on their shoulders, which
narrowed at the neck like funeral urns, walked through the meadows to
the milking.
“Do we turn or go on?”
“Go on.”
“How much farther?”
“A little farther.”
“It’s getting older and older isn’t it, Fiesole?”
“No, younger and younger, stupid. Look at all the lambs.”
Before us the land piled up into a hillock, breaking the level sweep of
sky-line and hiding what lay beyond. The road curved about it in a slow
descent.
Fiesole leant past me, shutting off the power. “Let her coast,” she
said.
At the bend in the road I jammed on the brakes, halting the car. She
slipped her hand into mine; we filled our eyes with the sight, saying
nothing.
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