Yet she loved him as well as a woman could a man for whom she was
only sorry; she was constantly on the watch to defend him from the
disapprobation of the world. But she refused ever again to be beguiled
into believing that he would take his place with other men. So, when
he told her that they didn’t need to keep on the boarding-house, she
scarcely halted long enough in her work to listen to him. And when he
said that he could now afford her a hundred pounds for dress, she bent
her head lower to hide a smile, for she didn’t want to wound him. And
when he brought her home a diamond bracelet, she tried to find out where
it had been purchased in order that she might return it on the quiet.
Gradually, however, she began to be persuaded that this time it wasn’t
all bluster. The gallantry of his attitude towards herself was the
unaccountable element. Not so long ago it had been she who was the man
about the house, and he had been a kind of grown-up boy. Once she had
allowed him to kiss her; now he kissed her masterfully as by right of
conquest. He had become a man at last, after halting at the hobbledehoy
stage for fifty years. He treated her boldly as a lover, striving to
draw out her womanhood. He was making up the long arrears of affection
which, up to this time, he had not felt himself worthy to display.
One evening in the garden he tore the bandage of doubt from her eyes. I
was there when it happened. We were down in the paddock, the home of
the fowls, where so many of our dreams had taken place. The gaunt London
houses to the right of us were doing their best to shut out the sunset.
Aunt Lavinia began to wonder how much the little hay-crop would fetch
this year. She was disappointed because it had grown so thin, and there
seemed no promise of rain.
“It doesn’t matter, my dear,” said my uncle cheerfully.
“Obad, how can you say that!”
He pressed up to her flushing like a boy, placing his arms about her and
lifting her face. “Lavinia, are you never going to trust me?”
The sudden tenderness and reproach in his voice stabbed her heart into
wakefulness. When she spoke, her words came like a cry: “Oh, Obad, how I
wish I could believe it true this time!”
“But it is true, my dearest.”
I stole away, and did not see them again till an hour later when they
wandered by me arm-in-arm through the wistful twilight. Within a week I
knew that she had accepted his prosperity as a fact, for he gave her a
blue silk dress and she wore it. But he had harder work in getting
her to give up the boarding-house. His great argument was that Rapson
advised it--it would advance their social standing. She fenced and
hesitated, but finally promised on the condition that he was still
succeeding in November.
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