“Wot yer want? Mr. Spreckles ain’t ’ere, I tell yer. Yer the fortieth
party this mornin’ that’s come nosin’ rawnd. D’ye think I’ve got nothin’
ter do ’cept run up and darn stairs h’answering bells? It’s a shime
the waie yer all piles inter one man. I calls it disgustin’. A better
master a girl never ’ad.”
I loved her for those words. They were the first that I had heard spoken
in my uncle’s defense. She was uttering all the pent up anger and sense
of injustice that I had been too cowardly to express. Even on my father
her fierce working-class loyalty to the under-dog had its effect.
“My good girl,” he said, “you mustn’t talk to me like that. I’m Mr.
Cardover, who was staying here last Christmas.”
Her manner changed audibly, literally audibly, at his tone of implied
sympathy. She boo-hooed unrestrainedly as she slipped back the chain,
permitting us to enter.
“I begs yer pardon, Mr. Cardover,” she sniveled, dusting her eyes with
her dirty apron. “I’m kind o’ unnerved. My poor dear master’s got so
many h’enemies nar; I didn’t rekernize yer as ’is friend. Yer see, the
moment this ’ere ’appened all the other servants left like a pack o’
rats. They didn’t love ’im the waie I did; I come along wiv ’im
from the boardin’ ’arse. This mornin’ ’e gives me notice, ’e did.
‘Car’line, I carn’t pay yer no more wyges,’ ’e says. ‘Gawd bless yer,’
says I, ‘an’ if yer carn’t, wot does that matter? I ain’t one of yer
’igh and mighty, lawdy-dah hussies that I should desert yer.’ Oh,
Mr. Cardover, it’s a shime the loife they’re leadin’ the poor man.
But there, if they sends ’im to prison, I’ll never agen put me nose
h’insoide a church nor say no prayers. I’ll just believe there ain’t no
Gawd in the world. The landlord, ’e’s in there h’at present wiv’im,
a-naggin’ at ’im. I was listenin’ at the key’ole when yer rang the
bell. But there, I’m keepin’ yer witin’! Won’t yer step into the drarin’
room till ’e’s by ’imself? H’excuse me dirty ’ands. I ’as to do
h’everythin’ for ’im--there’s only me and the master; even the Missis
’as left.”
As she was closing the door behind her, my father called after her,
“Mrs. Spreckles left! That’s astounding. Why has she done that?”
The tousled hair and red eyes re-appeared for a second. “Gorn back to
start up the bo-ordin’ ’arse,” she stammered with a sob.
How different the room looked from when we were last in it! The cushions
on the sofa were awry. The windows winked at you wickedly, one blind
lowered and the other up. It had the bewildered, disheveled swaggerness
of a last night’s reveler betrayed by the sunrise.
Since Caroline had spoken my mind out for me, I felt awkward alone with
my father. I was afraid of what he might say presently.
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