The Gaspards of Pine Croft: A Romance of the WindermereConnor, Ralph
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The Gaspards of Pine Croft: A Romance of the Windermere
Connor, Ralph
British Columbia -- Fiction; Canadian fiction -- 20th century
The communion hymn was followed by an abbreviated—for time pressed—but
none the less soul-searching address, known in old-time Presbyterian
parlance as the “Fencing of the Table.” This part of the communion
“Exercises,” however necessary in communities only nominally religious
and in times when “coming forward” had come to be regarded as a purely
formal duty associated with the attaining of “years of discretion”
rather than with any particular religious experience, the minister
during his years in the valley had come to touch somewhat lightly. Among
the people of the valley there was little need of a “fence” to warn back
the rashly self-complacent from “unworthily communing.” Yet custom dies
hard in matters religious, and in consequence the “Fencing of the Table”
could not be neglected. Encouraged by the invitation to the holy
ordinance given with a warmth and breadth of appeal to “all who desired
to remember with grateful and penitent heart the Lord Who had given His
life for them,” Paul, without much previous thought and moved chiefly by
the desire quite unusual at such a moment to share in the solemn service
with his father, who apparently had suddenly resolved to renew his
relation to his faith and to his Church today, had slipped from the
piano seat to his father’s side. During the “fencing” process, Paul’s
mind, borne afar upon the spiritual tides released by the whole service
and its environment and quite oblivious to the argument and appeal in
the words of the address, was suddenly and violently arrested by a
phrase, “You must forgive him who has wronged you, else you dare not
partake.” As the idea was elaborated and enforced with all the fervent
passion of the minister’s Highland soul the boy’s whole mental horizon
became blocked with one terrible and forbidding object, the face of Asa
Sleeman. The sin of the unforgiving soul daring to enter into communion
with the forgiving Lord was pressed with relentless logic upon the boy’s
conscience. An overwhelming horror fell upon him. Forgive him who had
uttered the foul lie about his father? The thing was simply a moral
impossibility. The whole moral order of his Universe would in that case
come tumbling in ruins about him. The thing called for judgment, not
forgiveness—judgment and condign punishment. Wrong things and wrong
people must be punished, else what was hell for? Yet, “forgive him who
has wronged you,” the minister was saying, “else you cannot be
forgiven.” Clearly there was no hope for him. His whole theory of
forgiveness and restoration was rudely shattered. Asa and his father
might possibly escape hell after all. It was a disturbing thought. At
any rate, the communion was not for him. He glanced hastily at his
father.
“I am going out a bit,” he whispered.
“Are you ill?” inquired his father, startled at the pallor in his face.
“No, I’m all right,” he replied, and rising quietly he passed out and
through the open door of the church.
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