For this was to be a night of abstinence, so the young man had decided,
from the dear sight of his fairy-lady and the delight of her
miraculously recovered speech. He had a duty to perform to the dead man,
lying solitary upstairs--though hardly more solitary now, than during
the long years past in which he had repudiated all solace of human
affection. To Laurence himself life had become almost terribly well
worth living since he had set foot in Stoke Rivers little more than a
week ago; and it was to this man, of cold and narrow nature, that, after
all, he owed this notable enlargement of interests and opportunity--not
to mention those material advantages of houses, lands, and costly
furnishings which had come to him. Gratitude was very much in place; and
it seemed to him that a silent vigil in that stately bed-chamber would
be only fitting, both as an act of piety, and as testimony to the
gratitude now no longer permitted expression either in spoken word or
kindly act. Nor could Laurence help hoping that during those solemn
hours he might arrive at a clear determination regarding the
future--ceasing merely to drift passive and acquiescent to the push of
circumstance, as a rudderless boat to the push of the tide. He would
direct his own course, be master of his own action, prepared to
take--for good or ill--all the consequences that action might involve.
For, all the while--and it was worse than useless to shirk remembrance
of that--all the while, across the Atlantic, under the bright American
skies, bright as they, immediate and modern as the civilisation on which
they look down, was the vivacious, young, society beauty, whom he had
believed he loved, whom he very certainly had married, and to whom--in
the opinion of both her world and his own--his honour and his whole
future stood pledged. The question of Virginia--for the whole situation
resolved itself fundamentally into that--the question of Virginia must
be reckoned with, and the results of such reckoning accepted once and
for all.
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