Laurence bathed, dressed, dined, while at intervals the thunder muttered
far away in the east, and the dark came swiftly as with great strides.
In the centre of the table the cut-glass bowl, upheld by the dancing,
golden figures, again to-night, as on the second night of Laurence's
visit to Stoke Rivers--which now seemed such an incredibly long time
ago--held fantastic, single flowers and sprays of orchids, some mottled,
warty, toad-like, some tiger-coloured striped with black. These last
gave off a heavy, musky scent. The oppressive heat, too, was suggestive
of that earlier evening,--though the windows now stood wide open. But
then, whatever the discomfort of his physical sensations, Laurence had
been light-hearted enough. His life, if not particularly full of
purpose, had at least been free of entanglement. He had neither climbed
heights nor sounded depths. His honour was untarnished, by so much as a
questionable thought. Now the splendour of life had got him, he was in
the full swing of his great opportunity; but his conscience was not
clear as at that former period, and that--which seemed not a little
ironical--though he had lived more austerely than of old, abjuring all
frivolity and denying himself all bodily indulgence.
Laurence juggled neither with himself or with the facts of the case. He
did not whimper or grumble. In accepting the risks of his own action, he
had of necessity accepted this one. It was just the fortune of war--not
an altogether pretty fortune for a man who plumed himself on a nice
taste in matters of honour, perhaps, but that was hardly to the point.
The present position was an inevitable consequence of all which had
preceded it, and was bound to present itself sooner or later. Remorse
and anger were alike futile and out of place. The question resolved
itself into this--what to do next?
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