He stood by her holding out his hand, his eyes alight as with a dull
flame, the determination of conquest very forceful in him.
"See," he said hoarsely, "I have loved you back into life again, Agnes;
and so your life belongs to me as no woman's life has ever belonged to a
man before. That which I ask, you must do; for, believe me, I comprehend
this matter and all the issues of it best."
He led her towards the door and she came meekly, yet with a certain
wonder and reserve in her bearing, as one who ponders and questions
silently even while they obey. He threw the door wide open revealing
the back of the leather-lined curtain. But on the threshold she
hesitated and drew back.
"I have never crossed this," she said with gentle decision. "I cannot
cross it."
"But you must cross it," he answered, "or all is lost."
A strong shuddering ran through her. The corners of her sweet mouth
turned down and quivered, while her hand grew very cold.
"Ah, me! ah, me! my love," she cried, "then I fear indeed all must needs
be lost. For to cross this threshold is to force some barrier which I
have neither the strength or the right to force. I do not know its name,
but it is ancient and venerable, and forbids my passage with authority."
"All the more shall you force it then," Laurence replied. "Just now,
sweetheart, I tell you I admit no authority but my own. And barriers are
made to be forced, that's the use of them. The more apparently ancient
and venerable, the more must they go; so that the new may supersede the
decrepit and old, truth may supersede superstition, hope fear, and the
living the dead."
He laughed a little, partly in defiance of that more sane and modest
self of his, with whom for the time being he had parted company, partly
to rally his dear companion's courage, and compel her faltering steps.
"Come," he said; "don't I love you better than my own soul? Would I, of
all men, do you any injury, do you think? Surely you can trust
me--come."
But still that strong shuddering ran through her and she hung back. Then
Laurence lost patience.
"You foolish child," he said, "you are very much a woman. Your words are
so wise; yet you prove so weak in action and scare yourself with
self-invented terrors."
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