"See, dear love," the young man pleaded--"see, I have made you a dainty
supper. Remember, this is the first time I ask you to eat a meal in my
house. You were Dudley's guest often enough in old days, and did not
refuse what was set before you. Surely it is pleasanter to you to be my
guest than his? So do not wander off, even for a little while, to walk
those dim and dreary interspaces between two worlds. All that is over.
Don't become intangible and remote, or yield yourself to malign
influences which would enthrall you and draw you away. Lay hold of your
womanhood, sweetheart; and let human love wrap you about, and keep you
safe and warm. There is nothing, nothing in all this to fear, if you
will but believe me. Eat, my beloved, you have fasted long. You have
come from very far--how far heaven only knows! You are faint and weary
with the length of the way. Therefore eat, drink--let your body be
refreshed and let your heart grow glad."
And presently, while he thus encouraged her, slowly, as one who shakes
off the torpor of exhaustion, she stretched, sitting very upright in the
great, high-backed chair. The distress and desolation of her expression
began to give place to a gentle curiosity. She looked at the costly
furnishings of the table, the dancing, golden figures in their flowing
robes, the fantastic flowers, the delicious fruits; fingered a silver
spoon, and seeing her own reflection in the bowl of it, quaintly
distorted, smiled. Then suddenly putting up both hands and covering her
face she gave a quick, little sneeze--sign in the East of Life, but in
the West precursor of Death. Of whichever the sign in the present case,
incontestible it was, that, with this same little sneeze a change was
perceptible in her, which her lover noting, hailed as indicative of
success. So he urged her yet more.
"Yes, my beloved, you are tired," he said; "and it is so long since you
have sat at table in this room, that very simple things appear
perplexing to you. But that's a small matter. The old habits will soon
re-assert themselves, and all be natural and obvious enough. For in the
coming days I intend we shall very constantly sit here together, you and
I; and perhaps others will sit here with us as time goes on"--Laurence
paused, his voice shook a little--"our children, fair girls and handsome
lads, whom we shall greatly love, and in whose youth our own youth will
live again. But to secure all that, Agnes, you must eat and drink now in
plain, honest fashion, sleep sound of nights, wake in the kindly
sunshine, put morbid fears and fancies far from you and grow strong. You
are compounded of too tenuous and sublimated stuff for motherhood as
yet. Therefore eat, dear love. Delay no longer. The hours run on towards
the morning and this matter must be assured before the morning comes. Do
not be wayward. In the name of your love for me, and of all your
sorrows, I entreat you, eat and be strong!"
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