But that procession of low-floating vapours proved long in passing. More
than once a break came in it, making the young man suppose that the
whole of them was gone by. And then again, out of the south, now one
alone, now in close ranged companies, strangely shaped, as though draped
in dragging shrouds, that interminable procession crossed the vault of
the sky. A terror of incalculable number, of unthinkable multitude,
began to lay hold on him, as still they came, and came. Was it
conceivable that each human life had this almost appalling vista of
human lives behind it, of which it was the outcome and result, and in
which it had, consciously or unconsciously, taken part? There was a
certain splendour in the thought, though it left but little room for
personal vanity. Yet even while watching, and pondering of all this, the
personal note remained--for he pondered also, not without profound
discouragement, of his great adventure which just now appeared so
signally to have failed. At the half hours and hours the striking clocks
warned him that the night was far spent, but still that endless and
mystic procession passed before his watching eyes. As once before, in
this same room, his individuality seemed to sink away from him, while a
horrible sense of his own nullity and nothingness prevailed. But at
last, at last, when the first chill grey of the dawn began just
perceptibly to lighten the horizon behind the lime grove, the last of
these trailing vapours arose, passed over and disappeared. The moon
declined towards her setting, yet, though she hung low, the whole field
of heaven was at length her own.
Then Laurence rose, and went away across the quiet park and up the deep,
tree-shadowed lane to the churchyard, on the hillside across the valley,
sheltered by the bank of high-lying woods. The grass was long, starred
with tall-growing buttercups, blue speedwell, and ox-eye daisies, heavy
and hanging with wet. Only the plot beneath the grey wall of the little
chancel was neatly mown, while, on the near side of it, conspicuous from
the smooth surface of the turf rising immediately surrounding it, was a
new-made grave. The sods covering it were kept in place by a cage of
osier rods. Some one--and Laurence found it in his heart to bless that
unknown ministrant--had laid a spray of pink wild-rose upon the head of
the grave, twisted into a little crown, at once of blossom and of
thorns.
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