to maturer manhood, while the boundlessly generous aspirations of
inexperience were in course of being discredited by increasing knowledge
of the standards and habits of this not altogether noble or virtuous
world.
Laurence took the miniature in his hand, and considered it closely, with
a twinge of self-abasement. Endowed with so ingratiating a personality,
so admirable a physical equipment, he ought surely to have made a
definite name and place for himself in contemporary history! And what of
moment had he to show, after all, for his thirty-one years of living?
Practically nothing, he feared. And the young man of the miniature made
better play with his handsome person, and the qualities and talents
which might be expected to accompany it? He had been a sailor
apparently, for he wore the dark-blue, naval uniform of the early years
of the century, his brown hair being tied back into a queue. But for
these details the resemblance to himself was absolute. And then,
suddenly, with a sense of faintness as though his identity were slipping
away from him, and his hold on actuality loosening as he imagined it
might loosen in the moments immediately preceding death, Laurence
remembered that he had worn a precisely similar costume--that of a
naval lieutenant of the time of Nelson--at a fancy dress ball given in
his honour, at the country house of certain of his mother's relations,
on the eve of his twenty-first birthday. He had been mightily chaffed
about his good looks and air of assured conquest upon the occasion in
question; and had laughingly replied that he, too, intended to fight his
battle of Trafalgar and win it, only that he should take jolly good care
not to fall in the hour of success, but to survive and thoroughly enjoy
the fruits of victory.
The miniatures were oval, each set in a plain gold band. Laurence turned
them over in search of a possible inscription. Upon the reverse of the
one were engraved the words--"Agnes, a gift to her dear cousin," and the
date, "August 1803." Upon the other--"Laurence, a gift to his dear
love," and the same date.
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