Rain had followed on the stormy splendours of the preceding evening; and
as the young man raised his eyes absently and stared out of the great
bay-window, he became sensible that the outlook was comfortless enough.
The gardens and the distant view were blurred and blotted by driving
mist; while, in the room itself, there reigned a singularly blear and
cheerless light. A damp, earthy odour, moreover, pervaded the
atmosphere, as though the moisture prevailing out of doors had gained
access to the house. Carefully, rather sadly, Laurence laid the two
miniatures side by side upon the filmy handkerchief. The radiant,
pictured faces, the two graceful, young heads turned slightly towards
each other as in mutual tenderness and sympathy, offered, he thought,
pathetic contrast to the melancholy of this tearful morning. That this
young man had in no way wronged the fair and gentle woman, he now felt
assured. But that assurance, so perverse is human nature, did not serve
to elate him. Far from it. As he looked first at the charming pair, and
then at the driving mist, a sense of great loneliness, almost of
desolation, came over him; while the word spectre--which, when employed
yesterday by his lively hostess Mrs. Bellingham, had seemed of such
meagre and even vulgar significance--now occurred to him with a new and
immediate meaning. Spectral--that this room was in the present dreary
light. While, if the idea called for further and concrete presentiment,
he could--looking on the fearless and hopeful countenance of that other
Laurence Rivers--offer it in his own person. Involuntarily he shivered,
since, for the moment, his tenure of name, person and individuality,
seemed so questionable, a matter of sufferance merely--amounting to no
more, in fact, than a remote reversionary interest in another man's
goods.
At random he picked up a couple of packets of letters off the top of the
escritoire, where he had laid them, and moved across to the window. It
was not wholesome to look at those happy faces--one his own--any longer.
The letters tied with a pink ribbon were in a woman's hand, sloped and
pointed, but with a peculiar elegance of lettering and evenness of line.
Then for an instant he debated, questioning whether he could without
breach of honour, and of the respect in which all decent-minded persons
hold the dead, open and read these letters. The position was
extraordinary to the point of abrogating accustomed rules of conduct;
yet he felt a certain delicacy in reading a woman's letters and
surprising the secrets of her heart. But as he turned them over,
glancing at the first page of each, he perceived that in every case they
were addressed to himself; for at the top corner of each was
written--"To Laurence Rivers, Esq.," and below either "Dear cousin" or
"Dear love." Then the irony of the thing taking him, he smiled to
himself and said:
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