"It was useless," Laurence answered, with a queer break in his voice.
"She never spoke--that is in words. She was dumb."
"That is unfortunate," Mr. Rivers said coldly. "Well, pray, go on."
And Laurence obeyed; recounting, with but slight reservation, all, even
to the events of the last few hours, when he and his sweet companion had
vainly sought to reach each other in defiance of some mighty, opposing
force, and how, at the crucial moment of the struggle, Mr. Rivers's
summons had come.
"There, sir," said he finally--"now you have it all as far as I can give
it you. I don't attempt to explain, though I may have my own ideas on
the subject. I've tried to put it quite honestly before you, and must
leave you to thrash the meaning out of it for yourself."
For some little space the sick man remained silent; then he raised both
hands and let them sink back upon the coverlet with the gesture of one
who bids farewell to hope.
"Fables!" he said bitterly; "fables! I ask bread of you and you give me
a stone. I offer you an unprecedented opportunity of psychological
study, and you approach it in the spirit of a ballad-monger or a
mountebank! I require from you close observation, scientific acumen, an
unrelenting pursuit of truth; and you put me off with some old wives'
tale of lost letters, the ravings of an hysterical girl, of
re-incarnation, multiple identity, and I know not what farrago of sickly
sentiment and outworn superstition! You trouble me with rubbish, which
it would be an impertinence to offer as material for serious
consideration to a peasant's child, of ordinary mental capacity, in a
modern board-school. Nor can I, my dear Laurence, acquit you of
insincerity, since you trick out this unworthy stuff in the extravagant
language of an erotic poem, while claiming for yourself an attitude
wholly platonic and superior to animal passion."
"You are harsh, sir," Laurence was permitted to remark.
Mr. Rivers turned his head on the pillow. His expression was distinctly
malevolent.
"I begin to gauge the average man," he replied calmly. "I begin to
recognise that he is a willing, probably wilful, self-deceiver--that he
is incapable of mental advance, that he will never expunge the
mythological element from his religious outlook, or learn to
discriminate between emotion, the product of the senses, and accurate
knowledge, the product of laborious enquiry and elevated thought."
"Perhaps he is wiser so," Laurence said. "Perhaps--I speak subject to
correction, sir--but perhaps he gets into touch, that way, with things
not altogether unimportant in the long history of the human race."
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