Christian fiction; Future life -- Fiction; Spiritualism -- Fiction
Her mother hesitated for a moment; then kissed her once, twice; put both
arms about her neck; and turned her face to the wall without a word.
“Mamma is tired, dear,” I said; “come away.”
She was lying quite still when I had done what was to be done for the
child, and had come back. The room was nearly dark. I sat down on my
cricket by her sofa.
“Shall Phœbe light the lamp?”
“Not just yet.”
“Can’t you drink a cup of tea if I bring it?”
“Not just yet.”
“Did you find the sack-trimming?” I ventured, after a pause.
“I believe so,--yes.”
She drew a little package from her pocket, held it a moment, then let it
roll to the floor forgotten. When I picked it up, the soft, tissue-paper
wrapper was wet and hot with tears.
“Mary?”
“Yes.”
“I never thought of the little trimming till the last minute. I had
another errand.”
I waited.
“I thought at first I would not tell you just yet. But I suppose the
time has come; it will be no more easy to put it off. I have been to
Worcester all these times to see a doctor.”
I bent my head in the dark, and listened for the rest.
“He has his reputation; they said he could help me if anybody could. He
thought at first he could. But to-day--Mary, see here.”
She walked feebly towards the window, where a faint, gray light
struggled in, and opened the bosom of her dress....
There was silence between us for a long while after that; she went back
to the sofa, and I took her hand and bowed my face over it, and so we
sat.
The leaves rustled out of doors. Faith, up stairs, was singing herself
to sleep with a droning sound.
“He talked of risking an operation,” she said, at length, “but decided
to-day that it was quite useless. I suppose I must give up and be sick
now; I am feeling the reaction from having kept up so long. He thinks I
shall not suffer a very great deal. He thinks he can relieve me, and
that it may be soon over.”
“There is no chance?”
“No chance.”
I took both of her hands, and cried out, I believe, as I did that first
night when she spoke to me of Roy,--“Auntie, Auntie, Auntie!” and tried
to think what I was doing, but only cried out the more.
“Why, Mary!” she said,--“why, Mary!” and again, as before, she passed
her soft hand to and fro across my hair, till by and by I began to
think, as I had thought before, that I could bear anything which God
who loved us all--who _surely_ loved us all--should send.
So then, after I had grown still, she began to tell me about it in her
quiet voice, and the leaves rustled, and Faith had sung herself to
sleep, and I listened wondering. For there was no pain in the quiet
voice,--no pain, nor tone of fear. Indeed, it seemed to me that I
detected, through its subdued sadness, a secret, suppressed buoyancy of
satisfaction, with which something struggled.
“And you?” I asked, turning quickly upon her.
“I should thank God with all my heart, Mary, if it were not for Faith
and you. But it _is_ for Faith and you. That’s all.”
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