I looked at the immovable figures of two footmen at the door and then
walked out to breakfast. An excellent meal it was, although I
recognized that the food was only an ingenious variation upon the theme
of the night before; that mysterious substance resembling isinglass was
the basis of everything set before me. It was the same with luncheon
and again at dinner. And, as on the previous night, it was an empty
chair that confronted me. Well, what did it matter, after all. Can you
even imagine what Schubert's "Linden-Tree" might be when perfectly sung?
Is it an hallucination, then, that possesses me--some subtle
disturbance of the nerve-centres sapping the sources of will-power,
enfeebling even the physical energies? I do not know. Sometimes I am
ashamedly conscious that I do not greatly care. It is now a week since
I entered this house, and I have made but one attempt to reassert my
personal rights. Yesterday a sudden passion of resolution seized me; at
all hazards I must break the bonds imposed upon me by this invisible
enchantress. As I passed the door leading to the red drawing-room I put
my fingers in my ears--Ulysses and the sirens. But when I reached the
lower hall I walked plump into Dr. Gonzales, who fixed me with a
penetrating look. "Go back!" he said, authoritatively. "The Lady
Allegra sings--and for you." I listened; it was, "Ah, fors e lui."
I divide my time between the library on the third floor and the red
drawing-room, where the strange beauty of the opal-tinted mirror holds
me possessed for hours together. Remember that the Lady Allegra still
maintains her tantalizing role of inviolable seclusion. It is through
her voice alone that she impresses her personality upon my senses. That
seems ridiculous, does it not? But then you have not heard her sing
"Ah, fors e lui."
Yet, after all, the end came quickly. I shall be equally succinct in my
chronicle of the events leading up to it.
As usual I had dined alone, and had afterwards submitted to the
customary examination at the hands of Dr. Gonzales. Why he should deem
it necessary to take my pulse and temperature and then ascertain my
weight and power of grip with such scrupulous exactitude I never
troubled to inquire. Indeed, it seemed such a puerile proceeding that I
have hitherto refrained from even mentioning it. To-night he seemed
ill-pleased with the results of his investigation. "You are losing
weight," he said, severely, "and you don't begin to grip within ten
pounds of what you registered a week ago."
"What does it matter?" I answered, as indifferently as I felt.
"You ought to eat more. No steam without fuel."
"I am not hungry."
"Bah!" he snorted, indignantly. "It is always the same story. Another
failure! But no, I will not suffer it. Sooner than that I will have you
penned and stuffed as though you were a Strasburg goose." But I only
laughed at his petulance and walked on to the drawing-room.
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