The Germ Growers: An Australian story of adventure and mysteryPotter, Robert
Science
The Germ Growers: An Australian story of adventure and mystery
Potter, Robert
Science fiction, Australian
Again there was a change; all at once there began to crowd into my
mind in rapid succession all the questionings of life and of thought,
of knowing and of being, that ever have tantalized the mind of man.
And it seemed to me that only a thin veil was lying between me and the
answers to them all. It seemed to me that the key of all knowledge was
lying within my reach; as if the solution of all the moral and
intellectual riddles that ever have plagued humanity were there now
ready to my hand; as if all mysteries might be unsealed for me in one
way, and only one way, and as if that way once again were to change my
attitude of resistance, if only for a moment, for an attitude of
acquiescence.
And now the burning lust of knowledge seemed to grow into a force, far
exceeding all the other forces that had been brought to bear upon me.
Rather it seemed to draw them all up into itself, and then to let them
loose upon me. And for one dreadful moment I felt as if I must
surrender. But with a sheer and last effort I offered myself to God.
And then a whisper seemed to speak within, and say that the solution
of all mysteries was only to be found in the Divine Self-Sacrifice.
And then it seemed as if the cross and the figure upon the cross
filled all my sight, and the evil glare of the eyes that had been
fixed upon me slowly passed away.
I don’t know if I fainted, I suppose I did, but if I did I was roused
by a loud and furious curse, and starting into consciousness I saw
Signor Niccolo looking at me with a look of baffled malignity, hatred,
and fear.
“Wretch!” he said, “you have resisted me and you must die. And yet not
now, nor easily. Go back to prison. To-morrow you shall suffer again
all and more than all that you have suffered to-day. You are in my
power beyond hope of escape; you must yield to me or die.”
Then he put a little phial to his mouth, and his body seemed first to
melt and then to boil, and then to pass into a dark vapour, and then
to disappear almost as quickly as I have written the words.
After a few minutes I rose to my feet, saying, Thank God! I found that
I was quite exhausted and scarce able for any exertion. I walked very
slowly away.
I soon saw Jack standing near the foot of the eastern stairway. I made
a signal to him and he hurried towards me. We met in a few minutes
more; and in answer to Jack’s look of anxious inquiry, I whispered, “I
have beaten him,” and Jack said, “Thank God!” and strange as it may
seem, not another word on that part of the subject passed between us
for months after.
We returned to our quarters and rested and refreshed ourselves, and
then we compared notes briefly. We knew exactly what we had to do, and
the time was at hand. About an hour before sunset we left our quarters
for the last time, and wandered about without any attempt at
concealment, and exchanging only a brief word or two now and then.
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