The Germ Growers: An Australian story of adventure and mysteryPotter, Robert
Science
The Germ Growers: An Australian story of adventure and mystery
Potter, Robert
Science fiction, Australian
But, above all—and now for the first time a bitter sense of remorse
filled me on account of my own action in respect of him—I saw that I
had been paltering with my conscience, and playing with right and
wrong, for the sake of mere intellectual attainment. I knew that I had
been doing this ever since this man or devil had first spoken to me.
And I felt that my own words deliberately spoken but a little while
ago had brought my wrong-doing to a crisis. I felt now that when the
words, “Send me where you will, then,” had passed my lips I had put
myself, to what extent I knew not, within the power of one whom I
deeply suspected of some horrible plot against humanity.
I must not say that I was overwhelmed by these feelings, for stronger
than any of them was the resolve I now made, with the whole force of
my being, that I would never again surrender my will to him on any
pretext whatever. And yet I felt very nearly in despair, for I could
not but seriously doubt if I had now the power to keep this resolve. I
feared that I might be like the drunkard who has taken the first
glass.
I suppose there is hardly a man anywhere who has never really prayed.
And so I think every reader will understand me when I say, that I
lifted up my heart to God silently, and on the moment, with far deeper
energy and fervour and self-distrust than ever I thought possible
before.
Just then I became aware that Signor Davelli’s eyes were off me and
that he was talking to Jack: his manner to him was quite courteous and
gracious. He was, as it seemed, apologising to him.
“You must pardon me,” said he; “I am afraid that my interest in your
friend’s conversation has diverted my attention unduly from my other
guest.” Then, after a slight pause, he added, “Now I propose to take
your friend to-morrow on an aerial journey, to see the other extremity
of the valley, and some of the operations there. I can only take one
at a time: you will probably like to come again. But, for to-morrow,
how shall we provide for your amusement? we shall be back early in the
afternoon.”
Jack replied civilly, but with an air of indifference which I thought
was feigned, “_I_ should be glad of an opportunity of examining some
of the curious engines that we have seen yonder.” He pointed as he
spoke in the direction of the platform.
“Very well,” was the reply; “I will see that you have a guide.” As he
spoke he took an odd-looking little instrument from a pocket at his
girdle, and whistled upon it. The resulting sound consisted of a few
recurring notes, with a wild, odd strain of music in them.
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