The German Classics of the Nineteenth and Twentieth Centuries, Volume 12
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The German Classics of the Nineteenth and Twentieth Centuries, Volume 12
German literature -- 19th century -- Translations into English; German literature -- 20th century -- Translations into English
Effi cut open the envelope and read: "My dear Effi: For the last
twenty-four hours I have been here in Berlin--Consultations with
Schweigger. As soon as he saw me he congratulated me, and when I asked
him, astonished, what occasion there was, I learned that a director of
a ministerial department by the name of Wüllersdorf had just been at
his office and told him that Innstetten had been called to a position
with the ministry. I am a little vexed to have to learn a thing like
that from a third person. But in my pride and joy I forgive you.
Moreover, I always knew, even when I was at Rathenow, that he would
make something of himself. Now you are to profit by it. Of course you
must have an apartment and new furniture. If, my dear Effi, you think
you can make use of my advice, come as soon as your time will permit.
I shall remain here a week for treatment, and if it is not effective,
perhaps somewhat longer. Schweigger is rather indefinite on the
subject. I have taken a private room on Schadow St. Adjoining my room
there are others vacant. What the matter is with my eye I will tell
you when I see you. The thing that occupies me at present is your
future. Briest will be unspeakably happy. He always pretends to be so
indifferent about such things, but in reality he thinks more of them
than I do. My regards to Innstetten, and a kiss for Annie, whom you
will perhaps bring along. As ever your tenderly loving mother, Louise
von B."
Effi laid the letter on the table and said nothing. Her mind was
firmly made up as to what she should do, but she did not want to say
it herself. She wanted Innstetten to speak the first word and then she
would hesitatingly say, "yes."
Innstetten actually fell into the trap. "Well, Effi, you remain so
calm."
"Ah, Geert, everything has its two sides. On the one hand I shall be
happy to see mother again, and maybe even in a few days. But there are
so many reasons for delaying."
"What are they?"
"Mama, as you know, is very determined and recognizes only her own
will. With papa she has been able to have her way in everything. But I
should like to have an apartment to suit _my_ taste, and new furniture
that _I_ like."
Innstetten laughed. "Is that all?"
"Well, that is enough, I should think. But it is not all." Then she
summoned up her courage, looked at him, and said: "And then, Geert, I
should not like to be separated from you again so soon."
"You rogue, you just say that because you know my weakness. But we are
all vain, and I will believe it. I will believe it and yet, at the
same time, play the hero who foregoes his own desires. Go as soon as
you think it necessary and can justify it before your own heart."
"You must not talk like that, Geert. What do you mean by 'justifying
it before my own heart?' By saying that you force me, half
tyrannically, to assume a role of affection, and I am compelled to
say from sheer coquetry: 'Ah, Geert, then I shall never go.' Or
something of the sort."
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