The German Classics of the Nineteenth and Twentieth Centuries, Volume 12
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The German Classics of the Nineteenth and Twentieth Centuries, Volume 12
German literature -- 19th century -- Translations into English; German literature -- 20th century -- Translations into English
As he said this he untied the red cord, and while Johanna was going to
the kitchen he quickly ran over the whole contents of the package.
Only two or three letters were addressed to Mrs. District Councillor
von Innstetten. He now recognized the handwriting; it was that of the
Major. Innstetten had known nothing about a correspondence between
Crampas and Effi. His brain began to grow dizzy. He put the package in
his pocket and returned to his room. A few moments later Johanna
rapped softly on his door to let him know that the coffee was served.
He answered, but that was all. Otherwise the silence was complete. Not
until a quarter of an hour later was he heard walking to and fro on
the rug. "I wonder what ails papa?" said Johanna to Annie. "The doctor
said it was nothing, didn't he?"
The walking to and fro in the adjoining room showed no signs of
ending, but Innstetten finally came out and said: "Johanna, keep an
eye on Annie and make her remain quiet on the sofa. I am going out to
walk for an hour or two." Then he gazed fixedly at the child and left
the room.
"Did you notice, Johanna, how papa looked?"
"Yes, Annie. He must have had a great vexation. He was all pale. I
never saw him like that."
Hours passed. The sun was already down and only a red glow was visible
above the roofs across the street, when Innstetten came back. He took
Annie's hand and asked her how she was. Then he ordered Johanna to
bring the lamp into his room. The lamp came. In its green shade were
half-transparent ovals with photographs, various pictures of his wife
that had been made in Kessin for the other members of the cast when
they played Wichert's _A Step out of the Way_. Innstetten turned the
shade slowly from left to right and studied each individual picture.
Then he gave that up and, as the air was so sultry, opened the balcony
door and finally took up the package of letters again. He seemed to
have picked out a few and laid them on top the first time he looked
them over. These he now read once more in a half audible voice:
"Come again this afternoon to the dunes behind the mill. At old Mrs.
Adermann's we can see each other without fear, as the house is far
enough off the road. You must not worry so much about everything. We
have our rights, too. If you will say that to yourself emphatically, I
think all fear will depart from you. Life would not be worth the
living if everything that applies in certain specific cases should be
made to apply in all. All the best things lie beyond that. Learn to
enjoy them."
"'Away from here,' you write, 'flight.' Impossible. I cannot leave my
wife in the lurch, in poverty, along with everything else. It is out
of the question, and we must take life lightly, otherwise we are poor
and lost. Light-heartedness is our best possession. All is fate; it
was not so to be. And would you have it otherwise--that we had never
seen each other?"
Then came the third letter:
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