The German Classics, v. 20: Masterpieces of German Literature Translated into English
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The German Classics, v. 20: Masterpieces of German Literature Translated into English
German literature -- 19th century -- Translations into English; German literature -- 20th century -- Translations into English
AUNT CLARA. My notion was for you to have a little talk together, and
then to think what it has led to! May God forgive what I have done.
PAUL (partly to himself). She promised me to come. And she is not
coming! She promised me to write. And she does not write. Not a word.
Not the remotest token! How do I know, but everything was a delusion?
Childish fancy and nothing more? The intoxication of a moment which
seized her and vanished again when she sat in her sleigh and rode away
in the winter night? Do I know? (He puts his hand to his head.)
AUNT CLARA (very uneasy). Paul, what are you talking about? _Tell_ me!
PAUL (jumps up without listening to her). No!... Then farewell
Ellernhof! Farewell my home and everything!
AUNT CLARA. Do be quiet! What in the world is the matter?
PAUL (walks up and down impatiently, stops again, speaks to himself in
an undertone). At that time I deceived her, deceived her without
knowing and wishing to. What if she deceives me now? What if she pays
me back? (He sinks down in the chair near the fireplace in violent
conflict with himself.)
AUNT CLARA (in despair). What a calamity! What a calamity!
PAUL (as if shaking something off). No! No! No!... it cannot but come
out right. (Heaves a sigh of relief.)
AUNT CLARA (joyful again). Do you see, my boy?
PAUL (gloomily). Don't rejoice prematurely, Auntie! It seems to me that
this house fosters misfortune! All that you need to do is to look at
those faces! They all have a suggestion of melancholy and gloom. (He
looks up at the portraits pensively.) Just as if the sun had never
shone into their hearts, you know. No air of hopefulness, no suggestion
of light and freedom! So chained to the earth! So savagely taciturn?
Can that be due to the air and soil? It will probably assert itself in
me too, after I have been here for some time. Possibly it would have
been better, Auntie, if I had never returned to this house! I should
have continued that life of mine, not cold, not warm, not happy, not
unhappy! I should never have found out what I have really missed and
yet can never find. Possibly it would have been better. [Short pause.]
LENE (opens the door at the right and stands in the door). The
inspector is here, sir. Shall he come in? He is lunching just now.
PAUL (gets up). No, never mind. One moment, Auntie! (He nods to her and
goes out with LENE.)
[AUNT CLARA shakes her head apprehensively as she follows him
with her eyes, heaves a deep sigh, occupies herself with this and
that in the room, then seems to be listening to a noise on the
left. She straightens up energetically. Presently the door on the
left is opened.]
HELLA (enters, dressed in black. She looks solemn and rather pale. She
slowly approaches AUNT CLARA. The two face each other and eye each
other for a moment). I thought Paul was here.
AUNT CLARA. Paul will surely be back any minute.
HELLA. Will he? Then I shall wait. (She turns around and starts for the
window.)
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