Australia -- Fiction; Autobiographical fiction; Bildungsromans; Melbourne (Vic.) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
As long as it was solely a question of clandestine knowledge and
ingenious surmisings, Laura went merrily with the rest: here no barrier
shut her off from her companions. Always a very inquisitive little
girl, she was now agog to learn new lore. Her mind, in this direction,
was like a clean but highly sensitised plate. And partly because of her
previous entire ignorance, partly because of her extreme receptiveness,
she soon outstripped her comrades, and before long, was one of the most
skilful improvisers of the group: a dexterous theorist: a wicked little
adept at innuendo.
But that was all; a step farther, and she ran her head against a stone
wall. For the invisible yeast that brought this ferment of natural
curiosity to pass, was the girls' intense interest in the opposite sex:
a penned-up interest that clamoured for an outlet; an interest which,
in the life of these prospective mothers, had already usurped the main
place. Laura, on the other hand, had so far had scant experience of
boys of a desirable age, nor any liking for such as she had known;
indeed she still held to her childish opinion that they were
"silly"--feckless creatures, in spite of their greater strength and
size--or downright disagreeable and antagonistic, like Godmother's
Erwin and Marmaduke. No breath of their possible dangerous fascination
had hitherto reached her. Hence, an experience that came her way, at
the beginning of the autumn was of the nature of an awakening.
XIV.
"My cousin Bob's awfully gone on you."
Laura gaped at Tilly, in crimson disbelief. "But I've never spoken to
him!"
"Doesn't count. He's seen you in church."
"Go on!--you're stuffing."
"Word of honour!--And I've promised him to ask aunt if I can bring you
with me to lunch next Saturday."
Laura looked forward to this day with mixed feelings. She was flattered
at being invited to the big house in town where Tilly's relatives
lived; but she felt embarrassed at the prospect, and she had not the
least idea what a boy who was "gone" on you would expect you to be or
to do. Bob was a beautiful youth of seventeen, tall, and dark, and
slender, with milk-white teeth and Spanish eyes; and Laura's mouth
dried up when she thought of perhaps having to be sprightly or
coquettish with him.
On the eventful morning Tilly came to her room while she was dressing,
and eyed her critically.
"Oh, I say, don't put on that brown hat ... for mercy's sake! Bob can't
stand brown."
But the brown was Laura's best, and she demurred.
"Oh well, if you don't care to look nice, you know ..."
Of course she did; she was burning to. She even accepted the loan of a
sash from her friend, because "Bob loves blue"; and went out feeling
odd and unlike herself, in her everyday hat and borrowed plumes.
The Aunt, a pleasant, youthful-looking lady, called for them in a
white-hooded wagonette, and set them down at the house with a playful
warning.
"Now don't get up to any mischief, you two!"
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