Zulu (African people) -- Fiction; Zululand (South Africa) -- History -- Fiction
Other Shapes appeared, each of them bearing its burden—a companion who
had died at school, friends of her youth and childhood whom she had
thought yet living, a young man who once had wished to marry her and
who was drowned, the soldier whom she had killed to save the life of
Noie. At the sight of him she shrank, for his blood was on her hands,
but he only smiled like the rest, and was borne away, to be followed by
that witch-doctoress whom the Zulus had slain because of her, who
neither smiled nor frowned but passed like one who wonders.
Then another shadow swept down the hall, and in its arms her mother—her
mother with joyful eyes, who held thin hands above her as though in
blessing, and to whom she strove to speak but strove in vain. She was
borne on still blessing her, and where she had been was her father, who
blessed her also, and whose presence seemed to shed peace upon her
soul. He pointed upwards and was gone, gazing at her earnestly, and lo!
a form of darkness cast something at her feet. It was Ishmael who knelt
before her, Ishmael whose tormented face gazed up at her as though
imploring pardon.
A struggle rent her heart. Could she forgive? Oh! could she forgive him
who had slain them all? Now she was aware that the place was filled
with the points of light that were Spirits, and that every one of them
looked at her awaiting the free verdict of her heart. Rank upon rank,
also, the mighty Shapes gathered about her, and in their arms her dead,
and all of them looked and looked, awaiting the free verdict of her
heart. Then it arose within her, drawn how she knew not from every
fibre of her infinite being, it arose within her, that spirit of pity
and of pardon. As the dead had stretched out their arms above her, so
she stretched out her arms over the head of that tortured soul, and for
the first time her lips were given power to speak.
“As I hope for pardon, so I pardon,” she said. “Go in peace!”
Voices and trumpets caught up the words, and through the grey hall they
rang and echoed, proclaimed for ever and as they died away he too was
gone, and with him went the myriad points of flame, in each of which
gleamed a tiny face. She looked about her seeking another Spirit, that
Spirit she had travelled so far and dared so much to find. But there
came only a little dwarf that shambled alone down the great hall. She
knew him at once for Pani, the priest, he who had been crushed in the
tempest, Pani, the brother of Eddo. No Shape bore him, for he who on
earth had been half a ghost, could walk this ghost-world on his mortal
feet, or so her mind conceived. Past her he shuffled shamefaced, and
was gone.
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