Zulu (African people) -- Fiction; Zululand (South Africa) -- History -- Fiction
One night he dreamed of Rachel, dreamed that she was searching for him
and calling him. It was a very vivid dream, but he woke up and it
passed away as such dreams do. Only all the day that followed he felt a
strange throbbing in his head, and found himself turning ever towards
the north. The next night he dreamed again of her, and heard her say,
“The search has been far and long, but I have found you, Richard. Open
your eyes now, and you will see my face.” So he opened his eyes, and
there, sure enough, in the darkness he perceived the outline of her
sweet, remembered face, about which fell her golden hair. For one
moment only he perceived it, then it was gone, and after that her
presence never seemed to leave him. He could not see her, he could not
touch her, and yet she was ever at his side. His brain ached with the
thought of her, her breath seemed to fan his hands and hair. At night
her face floated before him, and in his dreams her voice called him,
saying: _“Come to me, come to me, Richard. I am in need of you. Come to
me. I myself will be your guide.”_
Then he would wake, and remembering that she was dead, grew sure and
ever surer that the Spirit of Rachel was calling him down to death. It
called him from the north, always from the north. Soon he could
scarcely walk southwards, or east or west, for ere he had gone many
yards his feet turned and set his face towards the north, that was to
the narrow nek between the precipices which the Kaffirs guarded night
and day.
One evening he went to his hut to sleep, if sleep would come to him. It
came, and with it that face and voice, but the face seemed paler, and
the voice more insistent.
“Will you not listen to me,” it said, “you who were my love? For how
long must I plead with you? Soon my power will leave me, the
opportunity will be passed, and then how will you find me, Richard, my
lover? Rise up, rise up and follow ere it be too late, for I myself
will be your guide.”
He awoke. He could bear it no more. Perhaps he was mad, and these were
visions of his madness, mocking visions that led him to his death.
Well, if so, he still would follow them. Perhaps her body was buried in
the north. If so, he would be buried there also; perhaps her Soul dwelt
in the north. If so, his soul would fly thither to join it. The Kaffirs
would kill him in the pass. Well, if so, he would die with his face set
northwards whither Rachel drew him.
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