The ghost of Charlotte Cray, and other storiesMarryat, Florence
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The ghost of Charlotte Cray, and other stories
Marryat, Florence
English fiction -- 19th century; Ghost stories, English; Short stories, English
Hitherto my mother had taught me herself, and very sorry I was to give
up those delightful lessons, which were rendered so easy by the
trouble she took to explain them to me; but her time was too much
taken up with her baby to allow her to devote sufficient to me.
Besides, I was now eleven years old, growing a great lad, and able to
take every advantage of the education afforded me at Mr. Murray’s
school.
My old friend, Lame Jemmy, who had spent many a pleasant week at
Lilyfields meanwhile, was still there to welcome me back and make me
feel less of a stranger; and my father took away the last sting of the
new arrangement by buying me a sturdy pony on which to ride backwards
and forwards every week to see my mother and him.
But the greatest pang which I experienced was parting, even for a few
days, with baby Violet. I cried over her so much, indeed, that I made
my mother cry too, as she asked God to bless the boy who had been a
true son to her. I was very glad to think she loved me so much, for I
loved her dearly in return; but as I galloped back to Lilyfields every
Saturday afternoon, my thoughts were all for the dimpled baby sister
whom I would carry about in my arms, or roll with amongst the
newly-mown grass, rather than with those who had proved themselves to
be real parents to me,--she from the commencement of her knowledge of
me, and he from the date of his knowing her. It was my mother alone I
had to bless for it all. But I had grown accustomed to happiness by
this time, and took it as my due.
My parents were very proud of their little daughter, who grew into a
lovely child, but she did not seem to afford them as much pleasure as
pride. Sometimes I detected my mother looking at her as we romped
together, with more pain in the expression of her face than anything
else. Once she caught her suddenly to her bosom, and kissed her golden
curls with passion, exclaiming,--
“Oh, my heart, if I were to go, what would become of you?--what
_would_ become of you?”
I was still too young to grasp the full meaning of her words, but I
knew my mother meant that if she died, no one would take such good
care of Violet as she had done. So I marched up to her confidently,
with the assurance that _I_ would take that responsibility upon my own
shoulders.
“Don’t be afraid, mamma! As soon as I am a man, I mean to get a house
all to myself, and the best rooms in it shall be for Violet.”
She looked at me with her sweet, earnest, searching gaze for a moment,
and then folded me in one embrace with her own child.
“Father’s boy!” she murmured, caressingly over me--“father’s brave,
loving boy! No, Charlie, I will not be afraid! If it be God’s will
that I should go, I will trust Violet to father and to you.”
* * * * * * *
Meanwhile my father was a very contented man. He had undergone much
the same change as myself, and forgotten, in the sunshine that now
surrounded him, all the miserable years he had spent in that once
desolate mansion.
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