should be his companion, which made him look upon everything he saw
merely as a background for her fair face. It had seemed a very
hopeless dream then, and yet a few months more and the dream had come
to pass. He was at Laufingen once again, and Mabel was by his side.
The long nightmare of those days before the wedding was over at last.
He had not dared to feel secure, even in the church, so strong was his
presentiment of evil. But nothing had happened, the words were spoken
which made Mabel his own, and neither man nor angel intervened. And
now a week had gone by, during which nothing from without had
threatened his happiness; and for a time, as he resolutely shut his
eyes to all but the present, he had been supremely happy. Then by
degrees the fox revived and began to gnaw once more. His soul sickened
as he remembered in what a Fool's Paradise he was living. Unless
Holroyd decided to leave England at once with this young Gilroy of
whom Caffyn had spoken--a stranger--he would certainly learn how he
had been tricked with regard to Mabel's marriage, and this would lead
him on to the full discovery of his wrongs. In his mad determination
to win her at all costs, Mark had disregarded everything but the
immediate future. If shame and misery were to come upon him, he had
told himself, he would at least have the memory of a period of perfect
bliss to console him--he might lose all else, but Mabel could not be
taken from him. But now, as she took no pains to hide the content
which filled her heart, he would scarcely bear to meet her sweet grey
eyes for the thought that soon the love he read in them would change
to aversion and cold contempt, and each dainty caress was charged for
him with a ferocious irony. He knew at last his miserable selfishness
in having linked her lot with his, and there were times when in his
torture he longed for courage to tell her all, and put an end with his
own hand to a happiness which was to him the bitterest of delusions.
But he dared not; he had had such marvellous escapes already that he
clung to the hope that some miracle might save him yet.
And this was Mark's condition on the morning when this chapter finds
him. There is a certain retreat which the town would seem to have
provided for the express benefit of lovers--a rustic arbour on a
little mount near the railway station overlooking the Rhine Fall. The
surly, red-bearded signalman who watched over the striped barrier at
the level crossing by the tunnel had understood the case from the
first, and (not altogether from disinterested motives, perhaps) would
hasten to the station as soon as he saw the young couple crossing the
bridge and fetch the key of the little wooden gate which kept off all
unlicensed intruders.
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