'I--I was only joking,' he said (although his expression was far from
jocular); 'we will enjoy all this while we can, and when--when the end
comes we can remember how happy we were!'
'When the end of this comes we shall only be beginning to be very
happy in another way at home in our own pretty house, Mark. I'm not in
the least afraid of the future. Are you?'
He drew her slight form towards him and pressed her to his heart with
a fervour in which there was despair as well as love.
'Do you think I could be afraid of any future, so long as you were
part of it, my darling?' he said. 'It is only the fear of losing you
that comes over me sometimes!'
'You silly boy!' said Mabel, looking up at his overcast face with a
little tender laugh. 'I never knew you could be so sentimental. I am
quite well, and I don't mean to die as long as you want me to take
care of you!'
He dreaded to lose her by a parting far bitterer than death; but he
had said too much already, and only smiled sadly to himself at the
thought of the ghastly mockery which the memory of her words now
might have for him in a day or two. She was daintily rearranging the
violets in his buttonhole, and he caught the slender white hands in
his, and, lifting them to his lips, kissed them with a passionate
humility. A little while, perhaps, and those dear hands would never
again thrill warm in his grasp as he felt them now!
'I'm afraid,' said Mabel a little later, 'you're letting yourself be
worried still by something. Is it the new book? Are you getting
impatient to hear about it?'
'I did expect some letters before this,' replied Mark (he was indeed
fast growing desperate at Caffyn's silence); 'but I dare say
everything is going on well.'
'The train from Basle came in just as we got here,' said Mabel. 'See,
there is the postman crossing the bridge now; I'm getting anxious too,
Mark, I can't think why I have had no letters from home lately. I hope
it is nothing to do with Dolly. She was looking quite ill when we went
away, almost as she did--oh, Mark, if I thought Harold had dared to
frighten her again!'
Mark remembered that afternoon in South Audley Street. He had never
sought to know why Dolly had gone away so obediently, but now he felt
a new uneasiness; he had never meant her to be frightened; he would
see into it if he ever came home again.
'I don't think he would do such a thing now,' he said, and tried to
believe so himself. 'I always thought, you know, Mabel, you were
rather hard on him about that affair.'
'I can never change my mind about it,' said Mabel.
'When you are angry, do you never forgive?' asked Mark.
'I could never forgive treachery,' she said. 'Dolly believed every
word he said, and he knew it and played on her trust in him for some
horrible pleasure I suppose he found in it. No, I can never forgive
him for that, Mark, never!'
He turned away with a spasm of conscience. If Caffyn had been a
traitor, what was he?
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