The Gipsy: A Tale (Vols I & II)James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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The Gipsy: A Tale (Vols I & II)
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
Romanies -- Fiction
Could not this change be made, the circumstances which were taking
place at Morley House, and, what is still more important, the feelings
which were thrilling in the bosoms of its inhabitants, would of
necessity be all left untold, or be related in a long unnatural
resume. In truth, the feelings of which we speak are worth some
consideration; as feelings, indeed, always are: for, could one write
the history of man's heart and its motives, how much more interesting,
and instructive too, would the record be, than the brightest volume
that ever was written upon man's actions!
For some time after Colonel Manners quitted Morley House, Marian de
Vaux continued to sleep under the influence of strong opiates, which
the medical man had found it necessary to give her in the morning.
Whether he did right or wrong--whether it would have been better to
let her meet grief boldly face to face, or was better to shield her
from the violence of its first attack--each must judge as he feels;
but he had known her from a child, and he had a notion that hers was a
heart which would be easily broken if sorrow was suffered to handle it
too roughly. At all events, while this state continued, she enjoyed a
cessation from grief and apprehension; but still, how different was
her slumber from the calm and natural repose of a heart at ease! The
dull poppy with its leaden weight seemed to keep down and oppress
feeling and thought, not to relieve and refresh them; and in her
beautiful face, even as she slept, there was something which told that
the slumber was not natural. Oh! the sweet profound sleep of infancy,
how beautiful it is! that soft and blessed gift of a heart without a
stain or a pang, of a body unbroken in any fibre by the cares and
labours of existence, of a mind without a burden or an apprehension.
It falls down upon our eyelids like the dew of a summer's eve,
refreshing for our use all the world of flowers in which we dwell, and
passing calm, and tranquil, and happy, without a dream and without an
interruption. But, alas! alas! with the first years of life it is
gone, and never returns. We may win joy, and satisfaction, and glory,
and splendour, and power--we may obtain more than our wildest ambition
aspired to, or our eager hope could grasp; but the sweet sleep of
infancy, the soft companion of our boyish pillow, flies from the
ardent joys as well as the bitter cares of manhood, and never, never,
never returns again.
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