The Girl at the Halfway House: A Story of the PlainsHough, Emerson
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The Girl at the Halfway House: A Story of the Plains
Hough, Emerson
Great Plains -- Fiction; Historical fiction, American
Of lovers Mary Ellen would hear of none, and this was Franklin's sole
consolation. Yet all day as he laboured there was present in his
subconsciousness the personality of this proud and sweet-faced girl.
Her name was spelled large upon the sky, was voiced by all the birds.
It was indeed her face that looked up from the printed page. He dared
not hope, and yet shrunk from the thought that he must not, knowing
what lethargy must else ingulf his soul. By day a sweet, compelling
image followed him, until he sought relief in sleep. At night she was
again the shadowy image of his dreams. Reason as well as instinct
framed excuses for him, and he caught himself again arguing with the
world that here was destiny, here was fate! Wandering blindly over all
the weary intervening miles, weak and in need of strength to shelter
her, tender and noble and gentle, worthy of love and needing love and
care in these rude conditions for which she was so unfit--surely the
stars had straightened out his life for him and told him what to do!
He heard so clearly the sweet, imperious summons which is the second
command put upon animate nature: First, to prevail, to live; second, to
love, to survive! Life and love, the first worthless without the
latter, barren, flowerless, shorn of fruitage, branded with the mark of
the unattained. As tree whispers unto tree, as flower yearns to
flower, so came the mandate to his being in that undying speech that
knows no change from the beginning to the end of time.
Against this overwhelming desire of an impetuous love there was raised
but one barrier--the enduring resistance of a woman's will, silent, not
strenuous, unprotesting, but unchanged. To all his renewed pleadings
the girl said simply that she had no heart to give, that her hope of
happiness lay buried on the field of Louisburg, in the far-off land
that she had known in younger and less troubled days. Leaving that
land, orphaned, penniless, her life crushed down at the very portal of
womanhood, her friends scattered, her family broken and destroyed, her
whole world overturned, she had left also all hope of a later
happiness. There remained to her only the memory of a past, the honour
that she prized, the traditions which she must maintain. She was
"unreconstructed," as she admitted bitterly. Moreover, so she said,
even could it lie in her heart ever to prove unfaithful to her lover
who had died upon the field of duty, never could it happen that she
would care for one of those who had murdered him, who had murdered her
happiness, who had ruined her home, destroyed her people, and banished
her in this far wandering from the land that bore her.
"Providence did not bring me here to marry you," she said to Franklin
keenly, "but to tell you that I would never marry you--never, not even
though I loved you, as I do not. I am still a Southerner, am still a
'rebel.' Moreover, I have learned my lesson. I shall never love
again."
CHAPTER XIX
THAT WHICH HE WOULD
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