The whole meaning and value of human companionship seemed to be
revealed by the touch of the infinite desolation. The
inter-dependence of two human beings must be, in such a place, their
sole refuge. How foolish, how petty, to let injuries rankle, in
circumstances so profound, in spaces so immense!
She saw the sun-steeped champaign through a mist of unshed tears.
Two or three village children, filled with curiosity, had trotted
after her to the church, and were at play below, with half their
attention fixed upon the almost unparalleled sight of the foreign
lady on the tower. Rona felt in her purse for some copper coins for
them, and she descended the steps, purse in hand, looking at her
money, and not where she placed her feet.
The children had been playing with a ball, which had fallen upon one
of the steps. In the absorbing interest of watching the lady
descend, they dare not advance to pick it up. Rona trod upon it,
slipped, and, her hands being occupied, was unable to recover
herself. She fell with some violence, and as the steps were not
straight, but turned a corner, she was precipitated against the rail,
and struck her side with such force as to take away her breath for a
moment, and to render her unable to pick herself up from the place
where she fell, or to do anything but gasp and struggle to keep back
tears.
The pain was acute; so much so as to render her for a time
unconscious of anything else. She sat doubled together in her agony,
a cold sweat broke out upon her, she could only draw her breath with
difficulty, and she was beset with a deadly fear. This was much the
fashion of her fall of two years ago. Suppose she had set alight any
lurking mischief that was there? Dread of having done so combined
with the pain to make her sick and faint.
For some agonizing minutes there was no diminution of her suffering.
The children, as children will do all the world over, stood solemnly
staring at the course of events, as at things they had not power to
alter.
Rona lay and sobbed and hugged herself, until by degrees the
intolerable nature of the pain began to lessen. She could draw her
breath more easily. The sick, trembling faintness slowly dissipated
itself.
The beautiful breeze of the evening wandered by and fanned her white
face. Presently she felt able to slip a hand into her pocket for her
handkerchief and wipe her forehead and lips with it. She leaned her
head against the rough wood of the upright of the balustrade and
closed her eyes.
Thank God, the pain was subsiding, and she began, almost at once, to
school herself, and resolve that nobody should know what had
happened. Nobody! In all her world just then there was but one
body, namely--Felix.
Holding by the rail, she very slowly raised herself to her feet.
There, below her on the ground, lay her purse, the scattered coins in
it strewn in every direction. The children had not touched it.
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