"You are the man that saved me," said Rona, clinging to him. "How
strange it seems. I never thought of you as a young man, somehow,
until I saw you sitting here with such a sad, grave face."
"And I," said Felix, with a depth of wonder that was almost
stupefaction--"I actually never knew that you were beautiful until
this evening. But now I know. I see everything with a new
clearness. I am a man, and you are going to be a woman in a year or
two. And I want you for my wife."
She was silent, hushed with a new awe. "For your wife? Oh, David!"
"Will you?" he urged, beseeching her with eyes and hands and voice.
"Will you promise that, if I can make a home for you, you will come
and live in it? Will you give me something to work for, something to
keep me from despair? Oh, Rona, I ought not to ask it! How can I be
mad enough to ask it?"
"But of course I shall promise, if you wish it," said the girl, in
her youth and immaturity eager to promise she knew not what, eager to
give joy to the being who, apparently, depended upon her for all his
hopes in life.
Even at the moment, even holding her against his heart, and feasting
his famished nature with the sweetness of her womanhood and the
brilliancy of his new hopes, her dutiful words, emphatic though they
were, sent a chill through him. In spite of his inexperience, there
is an insight which love gives; and he knew that Rona did not love
him, but was merely willing that he should love her. She was not
grown up, he told himself. When she came to be completely a woman
she would love, as he now loved, with that surrender which to him was
so new, so unexampled a sensation. It was long before he could calm
down the turbulence of his emotions to anything like a consideration
of the situation. But their time was short, and after ten minutes of
more or less incoherent bliss and shy caresses, he began to explain
to Rona some of his thoughts and plans. Now that they understood
each other, these were far more easily explained than he had thought
possible.
It appeared that the girl had not been informed of the extent of the
benevolent intentions of the Squire and Miss Rawson on her behalf.
But she was quite sensible enough to understand that, as she and
David were not really brother and sister, but desired another sort of
relationship, it would not be fitting for them to travel about
together, until the time came when they could be husband and wife.
Felix explained to her, fully and with care, the good prospect opened
out to him by the patronage of Vronsky. He was also able to make her
see clearly that it was dangerous for him to stay in England, seeing
that the police supposed him to be dead.
He ascertained, by guarded and careful questioning, that neither
Denzil nor his aunt had said a word to Rona concerning the black
sheep of the family, nor his disappearance. As far as Normansgrave
was concerned, it appeared that he was as though he had never been.
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