The main difficulty which Felix had foreseen in this interview, was
that of convincing Rona that they must not make a clean breast of
their circumstances, without giving her the true reason for his
silence.
But on this point he found her unexpectedly amenable.
He began, with much diffidence.
"You know, Rona, you asked me in your letter, whether you might not
tell Miss Rawson everything?"
"Yes," said the girl impulsively, "but I am sorry for that. As soon
as I had written, I was sorry. Because, of course, I see that we
can't do that."
He was puzzled. "You do see that we can't?"
"Certainly we can't. Because, if we did, they would have to know
that you had been in--prison--and that they shall never know through
me."
He gazed at her with ever-increasing admiration. "You see that?"
"Yes. I am growing up, you see. I think and hope I grow more
sensible every day. I am learning, learning, every minute. Oh,
David, you can't think how ignorant and foolish I am, or was. Inside
those convent walls there was no world, only the circle of our
everyday life, and the question of lessons and punishments, and being
good, and being naughty, and fasts and festivals and penances and so
on. But I believe that really I have plenty of brains, and I have a
strong will too----"
--"That you have, or you never would have escaped, the determined way
you did----"
--"And I know that, if these people, who are as kind as the people in
a fairy-tale, do give me a chance to learn more, I shall take full
advantage of it. Oh, David, by the time you come back, I shall be so
changed! Twice as sensible and better instructed, and able to help
you--to earn my own living, or help you earn yours."
"You are happy here?" he wistfully asked.
"Happy? I should think so. It is such a nice place, and they are so
good. I don't mean only kind to me, but good to everyone. They do
their duty all day long, and the priest and the doctor seem to come
to them for everything they want."
"And you like the Squire?"
"Oh, very much. Not as much as I like Miss Rawson, of course. Miss
Rawson is more--more--I don't think I can describe it. She has more
mischief in her, somehow. He is fussy over little unimportant
things, and he is rather prosy sometimes. But he is very kind, and
he takes such an interest in me."
He sat gazing upon her as she spoke out her innocent thought. The
idea of her being there, in his own home, until he came to summon her
forth into the world with him, was so surpassingly sweet that it was
with the utmost difficulty that he refrained from telling her how he
had first seen the light within the walls that now sheltered her.
"It--it would disappoint you very much if they should decide not to
keep you?"
She looked earnestly at him. "What would that mean? Would it mean
that you would take me away at once?"
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