Detective and mystery stories; Police -- Great Britain -- Fiction; Women detectives -- Fiction
“How could she? How could she?” demanded Jane Raytham vehemently. “It
was wicked! But how like her! Poor Peter! He lives everlastingly in
rough seas.”
And then the note of anger in her voice turned to one of anxiety.
“Did Anita tell him anything?”
“Not what he wanted to know,” replied Leslie.
The visitor was quick to understand the meaning of that reply.
“Do you know why he went?”
“He went to find his child.”
The beautiful face of Jane Raytham flushed a delicate pink, and paled
again.
“My child,” she said, in a low voice. “I suppose you despise me, don’t
you?”
Leslie shook her head.
“No, why should I? If I despised every woman who had a baby----”
“I don’t mean that. But I allowed them to take it away. I didn’t want
to, Leslie. Will you believe that? I wanted to keep the child with me.
I fought hard for him. The compromise was a desperately weak one, but
at least I gained that point.”
“What was the compromise?”
Lady Raytham smiled faintly.
“If you didn’t despise me before, you’ll despise me now,” she said.
She was at the fireplace in her old attitude: arm along the mantel,
forehead resting on the back of her hand, her eyes fixed on the fire.
“They agreed to that. If it was a girl I should keep her; if it was a
boy, he should go away. A mad, wicked idea, so grossly unfair to the
child! But I’m terribly tender toward girls. I can’t see a girl suffer
without experiencing a shrivelled-up feeling inside. I wonder if you
know what my girlhood was. If it had been a girl I should have kept
her with me and braved everything. But it was a boy--a wonderful
boy--they told me of it afterward. I wish I’d seen him, known him, if
only for a day, but then I should never, never have allowed him to
go.”
She turned her face away and her shoulders shook. Leslie sat at the
desk and drew fantastic, meaningless arabesques upon her blotting pad;
and when that storm of sobbing had died down she said:
“I suppose it is absurd to ask you if there is any clue by which the
child could be traced? Of course you’ve explored every avenue. You’ve
discovered nothing?”
Jane was manipulating her handkerchief, her back toward her, and there
was finality in the shake of her head.
“No. I’ve already tried. I didn’t tell Anita, but for months I’ve had
detectives searching. I thought he was in a happy home, you know; I
never dreamed that he’d been left.”
She could not go on. It was quite a long time before she mastered her
emotion.
“Druze told me that night--that horrible night she went away. Laughed
in my face when I asked her where the child was. That is why I went
after her. I guessed that she had gone to Anita’s, and when I found
her dead on the path I was frantic. I thought she must have some
hidden paper that would tell me. But when I searched, there was
nothing--nothing!”
Jane Raytham turned her face away from the girl.
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