Lagerlöf, Selma, 1858-1940 -- Translations into English; Short stories, Swedish -- Translations into English; Sweden -- Fiction
They always beg of her not to be uneasy about them. They tell how they
darn their stockings and sew on their buttons. They also intimate that
Lennart has made great headway with his invention and say that when this
is finished all will be well.
Mother lives in a state of continual fear. Night and day her thoughts
are with her boys. Night and day she prays God to watch over her little
sons, who live alone in a great city, with no one to shield them from
the temptations of the destroyer, and to keep their young hearts from
the desire for evil.
* * * * *
Father and the boys are sitting one morning at the Opera. One of
father's old comrades, who is with the Royal Orchestra, has invited him
to be present at a symphony rehearsal, and father has taken the boys
along. When the orchestra strikes up and the auditorium is filled with
tone, father is so affected that he can't control himself, and begins to
weep. He sobs and blows his nose and moans aloud, time and again. He
puts no restraint upon his feelings, but makes such a noise that the
musicians are disturbed. A guard comes along and beckons him away, and
father takes the boys by the hand and slinks out without a word of
protest. All the way home his tears continue to flow.
Father is walking on, with a boy on each side, and he has kept their
hands in his all the while. Suddenly the boys start crying. They
understand now for the first time how much father has loved his art. It
was painful for him to sit there, besotten and broken, and listen to
others playing. They feel sorry for him who had never become what he
might have been. It was with father as it might be with Lennart were he
never to finish his flying-machine, or with Hugo if he were not to make
any voyages of discovery. Think if they should one day sit like old
good-for-nothings and see fine airships sailing over their heads which
they had not invented and were not allowed to pilot!
* * * * *
The boys were sitting one morning on opposite sides of the
writing-table. Father had taken a music roll under his arm and gone out.
He had mumbled something about giving a music lesson, but the boys had
not for a moment been tempted into believing this true.
Father is in an ugly mood as he walks up the street. He noticed the look
the boys exchanged when he said that he was going to a music lesson.
"They are setting themselves up as judges of their father," he thinks.
"I am too indulgent toward them. I should have given them each a sound
box on the ear. It's their mother, I dare say, who is setting them
against me. Suppose I were to keep an eye on the fine gentlemen?" he
continues. "It would do no harm to find out how they attend to their
lessons."
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