Lagerlöf, Selma, 1858-1940 -- Translations into English; Short stories, Swedish -- Translations into English; Sweden -- Fiction
When Signora Concenza came into this old church, which was thronged with
worshippers, she was seized with a mysterious awe and reverence. She
felt that in this sanctuary there verily lived a Deity. Beneath the
massive arches hovered something infinitely mighty and mysterious,
something which inspired such a sense of annihilating superiority that
she felt nervous about remaining in there. "Ah, this is no church where
one goes to hear a mass or to confessional," remarked Signora Concenza
to herself. "Here one comes when one is in great trouble, when one can
be helped in no other way than through a miracle."
She lingered down by the door and breathed in this strange air of
mystery and gloom. "I don't even know to whom this old church is
dedicated; but I feel that here there must be some one who is able to
grant us that which we pray for."
She sank down among the kneeling people, who were so many that they
covered the floor from the altar to the door. All the while that she
herself was praying, she heard around her sighs and sobs. All this grief
went to her heart and filled it with greater and greater compassion.
"Oh, my God, let me do something to save the old man!" she prayed. "In
the first place, I ought to help my children, and then all the other
people."
Every once in a while a thin little monk stole in among the praying and
whispered something in their ears. The one to whom he was speaking
instantly stood up and followed him into the sacristy.
Signora Concenza soon apprehended what there was in question. "They are
of the kind who give pledges for the Pope's recovery," thought she.
The next time the little monk made his rounds, she rose up and went with
him. It was a perfectly involuntary action. She fancied that she was
being impelled to do this by the power which ruled in the old church.
As soon as she came into the sacristy, which was even more archaic and
more mystical than the church itself, she regretted it. "What have I to
do in here?" she asked herself. "What have I to give away? I own nothing
but a couple of cartloads of garden truck. I certainly can't present the
saints with a few baskets of artichokes!"
At one side of the room there was a long table at which a priest stood
recording in a register all that was pledged to the saints. Concenza
heard how one promised to present the old church with a sum of money,
while a second promised to give his gold watch, and a third her pearl
earrings.
Concenza stood all the while down by the door. Her last poor copper had
been spent to procure a few delicacies for her son. She saw a number of
persons who appeared to be no richer than herself buying wax candles and
silver hearts. She turned her skirt pocket inside out, but she could not
afford even that much.
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