Chip, almost a mature young lady, was aligned with girls and boys of
ten and twelve, and once more the same shame and humiliation had to
be endured. It wore away in time, however, for she had made almost
marvellous progress under Miss Phinney. Her mind was keen and quick, and
once at study again, she astonished Mr. Bell, the master.
Something of her old fearless self-reliance now came to her aid, also.
It had made her dare sixty miles of wilderness alone and helpless, it
had spurred her to escape Greenvale and her sense of being a dependent
pauper, and now that latent force for good or ill still nerved her.
But Christmas Cove did not suit her. The sea that drew her eyes with
its vastness seemed to awe her. The great house, brown and moss-coated,
where she lived, was barnlike, and never quite warm enough. The long
street she traversed four times daily was bleak and wind-swept. Aunt
Abby was austere and lacking in cordiality; and Sundays--well, Sundays
were Chip's one chief abhorrence.
She may be blamed for it,--doubtless will be,--and yet she never had
been, and it seemed never would be, quite reconciled to Sundays. At
Tim's Place they were unknown. At Greenvale they had been dreaded,
and now at Christmas Cove they were no less so.
At Uncle Jud's, in Peaceful Valley, where she had found an asylum,
loving care, and companionship akin to her, Sundays were only
half-Sundays--days of chore-doing, of reading, of rest, or long
strolls along shady lanes with Uncle Jud, or following the brook and
watching him fish. It was not right, maybe. It was somewhat of
sacrilege, perhaps, this lazy, summer-day-strolling, flower-picking,
berry-gathering way of passing them, and yet, as the months with Martin
and his party in the wilderness where Sunday could not be observed, and
those with Uncle Jud were all that Chip had really enjoyed, she must
not be blamed.
Another influence--an insidious heart-hunger she could not put away--now
added to her loneliness in the new life. It carried her thoughts back
to the rippled, moonlit lake, where Ray had picked his banjo and sung to
her; even back to that first night by the camp-fire when she had watched
and listened to him in rapt admiration. It thrilled her as naught else
could when she recalled the few moments at the lake when, unconscious
of the need of restraint, she had let him caress her.
Then the long days of watching for his return were lived over, and the
one almost ecstatic moment when he had leaped from the stage and over
the wall, with no one in sight, while he held her in his arms.
And then--and this hurt the most--that last evening before they were to
part again, when beside the firefly-lit mill-pond he had the chance to
say so much, and said--nothing!
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