Unfortunately for him, he also showed more interest in her than in the
brook the next day, and the following one he capped the climax by asking
her to go fishing with him--an invitation which she promptly refused.
"I don't like that Mr. Goodnow," she asserted to Uncle Jud a little
later. "I think he's a deceitful man. He pesters me every chance he
can, and I wish he'd go away."
That was enough for Uncle Jud, and after supper he harnessed his horse
and politely but firmly requested Mr. Goodnow's company to the village.
CHAPTER XXXII
For many weeks now Chip had suffered from a troubled conscience, and,
like most of us, was unable to face its consequences and admit her sin.
Time and again she had planned how she could best evade it and yet bring
those two brothers together without first confessing. Old Cy must be
told, of course. She could explain her conduct to him. He would surely
forgive her, she thought, and then, maybe, find another home for her
somehow and somewhere. Oversensitive as she was, to now confess her
cowardly concealment and her deception of those who had loved and trusted
her, seemed horrible.
But events were stronger than her will, for one day in the last of
August, Uncle Jud returned from the village store, bringing dress
materials and startling information. "Cap'n Bemis is failin' purty
fast," he said, "so Aunt Abby writes, an' she ain't comin' up here.
It won't make no difference to you, girlie," he continued, turning to
Chip. "I've brought home stuff to rig ye out fer school. Miss Solon
the dressmaker's comin' to-morrer, 'n' we'll take keer o' ye in
good shape. We've made up our minds ye belong to us fer good, me
'n' Mandy," he added, smiling at Chip, "an' I shall go with ye
to Christmas Cove, if Cap'n Bemis ain't improvin', 'n' find ye a
boardin' place."
"I'm awful sorry to hear 'bout the Cap'n," interrupted Aunt Mandy,
as if the other matter and Chip's future were settled definitely;
"but if he drops off, Aunt Abby must come here fer good. I dunno but
it'll be a relief," she added, looking at Uncle Jud and sighing.
"'Twa'n't no love-match in the first place, 'n' Abby's mind's
always been sot on your brother Cyrus, 'n' she never quite gin up the
idee he was alive."
And now a sudden faintness came to Chip as the chasm in her own life was
thus opened. Only one instant she faltered, and then her defiant courage
rose supreme and she took the plunge.
"Oh, your brother Cyrus isn't dead, Uncle Jud," she exclaimed, "he's
alive and I know him. I've known it all summer and dare not tell
because I'm a miserable coward and couldn't own up that I lied to you.
My name isn't Raymond, it's McGuire; and my father was a murderer,
and I'm nobody and fit for nobody. I know you'll all despise me now
and I deserve it. I'm willing to go away, though," and the next
instant she was kneeling before Uncle Jud and sobbing.
It had all come in a brief torrent of pitiful confession which few would
be brave enough to make.
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