"Nothing, except evil intentions," responded Aunt Abby, perusing the
missive. "He must think you a fool to believe such bosh," she added
severely, after finishing it. "Honest love doesn't grow like a mushroom
in one night, and the difference between his position and yours gives
the lie to all he says. I hope he will go away next week, and never come
back."
Whether Chip's studied avoidance of him, combined with the snubbing,
served its purpose, or he decided his quest was hopeless, could only be
guessed, for he was seen no more near the mill, and the next week his
yacht left Christmas Cove, and Chip felt relieved.
It had been an experience quite new to her, and, in spite of its
annoyance, somewhat exciting. It also served another purpose of more
value,--it recalled Ray to her by sheer force of contrast. She had felt
hurt ever since the night she left Greenvale. She had meant to put him
out of her thoughts and forget all the silly hours and promises at the
lake; and yet she never had succeeded. Instead, her thoughts turned
to him in spite of her pride.
And now, contrasting and comparing that honest, manly lad, a playmate
only, and yet a lover as well, with this polished, fulsome, flattering,
shifty-eyed fop, who sneered at everything good, only made Ray, with his
far different ways, seem the more attractive.
Then conscience began to smite her. She had yielded to pride and put
him away from her thoughts. His uncle had almost pleaded for her to
return to Greenvale, if only for a visit. She knew Ray had spent weeks
in searching for her; yet not once in all the two years since they parted
had she sent him a line of remembrance.
More mature now, Chip began to see her own conduct as it was, and to
realize that she had been both ungrateful and heartless; but she could
not confess it to any one, not even Aunt Abby.
Chip's life had been a strange, complex series of moods of peculiar
effect, and her conduct must be judged accordingly.
First, the dense ignorance of years at Tim's Place, with its saving
grace of disgust at such surroundings and such a life. Then a few months
with people so different and so kind that it seemed an entrance into
heaven, to be followed by weeks of a growing realization that she was a
nobody, and an outcast unfit for Greenvale.
And then came the climax of all this: the bitter sneers of Hannah, Ray's
cool neglect, the consciousness that she was only a dependent pauper,
and then her flight into the world and away from all that stung her
like so many whips.
But a revulsion of feeling was coming. Chip, no longer a simple child of
the wilderness, was realizing her own needs and her own nature. Something
broader and more satisfying than school life and the companionship of
Aunt Abby was needed; yet how to find it never occurred to her.
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