The Girl Who Had NothingWilliamson, A. M. (Alice Muriel)
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The Girl Who Had Nothing
Williamson, A. M. (Alice Muriel)
England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
The two girls were together constantly, and this meant that Joan soon
began to see a good deal of Sir Justin Wentworth. Quickly she diagnosed
that he cared nothing for Violet Ffrench, except in a kindly,
protective, affectionate way, but that he had a deep regard for her
father. He would never try to free himself of the tacit understanding
into which he had drifted as a boy; if any change were to come, the
initiative must be taken, and firmly taken, by Violet.
Meanwhile, two things were happening. If Violet was not precisely
falling in love with Villa Fora, she was in love with the idea of him
which was growing up in her mind; and Justin Wentworth had discovered
that he craved for something more in life than Violet Ffrench could ever
give him.
He had gone on contentedly enough for the several years during which he
had definitely thought of the marriage. There had been the Boer war,
and then the interest of coming home to England and his beautiful old
place in Devonshire, which he loved. But now, quite suddenly, he had
awakened to the fact that contentment is no better than desperate
resignation; and though he was hardly aware of it yet, the awakening had
come to him when looking into Joan’s eyes.
He would not confess to himself that he loved her, but he thought that
she was the most vivid creature he had ever met, and he could not help
realising how curiously congenial they were in most of their thoughts.
Often he seemed to feel what she was feeling, without a word being
spoken on either side, and unconsciously he was jealous of the handsome
Spanish cousin with whom (General Ffrench innocently suggested) the
Comtesse would probably make a match.
Joan, on her part, cared too much by this time to be able to see
clearly, where her own affairs were concerned. She had begun the little
comedy she was playing not for the sake of Villa Fora, but for her own,
with the deliberate intention of separating Violet Ffrench from Justin
Wentworth, even though she might never come any nearer to him herself.
All the machinery which she had set going was running smoothly. Violet
was fascinated by Villa Fora, was meeting him secretly and receiving
notes from him; he was determined to bring matters to a climax soon, and
was sure of his success. General Ffrench played golf all day, bridge
half the night, and suspected nothing; nor, apparently, did any one
else. Still, Joan was more miserable than she had ever been in her
life--far more miserable than when Lady Thorndyke had died without
making a new will and left her penniless.
The girl saw herself at last as she was, unscrupulous, an adventuress,
living on her wits and the lack of wits in others. She hated herself,
and worshipped more and more each day the honourable soldier from whom
her own unworthiness (if there were no other barrier) must, she felt,
put her irrevocably apart.
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