Chicago (Ill.) -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
Lottie smiled a little, and looked at him, and wondered. How smug he
was, and oily, and plausible. What seepage was there beneath the placid
surface of his dull conversation. Adventure! No, not adventure. Yet
this kindly paunchy bachelor knew phases of life that she had never
even approached.
"What do you mean when you say you've been around? Around where?"
"Oh, around. You know what I mean. Men--well, a nice girl like
you wouldn't just understand how it is with a man, but I mean I
been--uh--now--subject to the same temptations other men have. But I
know there's nothing in it. Give me a nice little place of my own, my
own household, a little bus to run around in and I wouldn't change
places with a king. No sir. Nor a poet either." He laughed largely at
that, and glanced across the meadow. "I don't know. I guess I'm a funny
fella. Different. That's me. Different."
Barren as Lottie's experience with men had been she still knew, as
does any woman, that there are certain invariable reactions to certain
given statements. These were scientific in their chemical precision.
In conversation with the average man you said certain things and
immediately got certain results. It was like fishing in a lively trout
stream. This dialogue, for example, she or any other woman could have
written before it had been spoken. She felt that she could see what was
going on inside his head as plainly as though its working were charted.
She thought: "He has his mind made up to propose to me but caution
tells him to wait. He isn't quite sure of his business yet. He'd really
prefer a younger woman but he has told himself that that's foolishness.
The thing to do is to settle down. He thinks I'm not bad looking. He
isn't crazy about me at all, but he thinks he could work himself up
to a pretty good state of enthusiasm. He didn't have what they call
his 'fling' in his youth; and he secretly regrets it. If I wanted to I
could make him forget his caution and ask me to marry him right now."
He was talking. "I haven't said much about this new business I'm going
into. I'm not a fella that talks much. Go ahead and do it, I always
say, and then you don't have to talk. What you've done'll talk for you.
Yessir!"
Lottie looked at him--at his blunt square hands and the big spatulate
thumbs--the little pouches under his eyes--at the thinning hair that
he allowed to grow long at the sides so that he could plaster it over
the crown, deceiving no one. And she thought, "This is a kind man. What
they call a good provider. Generous. Decent, as men go. On the way to
fairly certain business success. He'll make what is known as a good
husband. You're not so much, Lottie. You're an old girl, with no money;
nothing much to look at. Who are you to turn up your nose at him!
You're probably a fool to do it----"
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