"Did you wish to see Mr. Mannering?" she began, addressing the florid
gentleman. Then all at once it flashed over her that the something
vaguely familiar in the faces of the two girls was not a misleading
fancy, as she had thought. She really knew them, for she had met them
at Peggy Raymond’s Hallowe’en party. So strong had Elaine’s feeling of
forlornness become by now that even the appearance of these mere
acquaintances gave her pleasure out of all proportion to its exciting
cause. The color rose in her cheeks, as she said smilingly, "Why, good
afternoon."
"Good afternoon," said the girls in chorus, and returned her look
blankly. It did not occur to her that her own tardy recognition should
have given her the key for interpreting their unresponsive manner. The
possibility that these acquaintances failed to recognize her, as she had
come so near failing to recognize them, was far from her thoughts. She
was being snubbed, taught her place. She would have to remember,
henceforth, that a girl who worked in a real estate office must not
expect cordial treatment from girls who, like the lilies of the field,
toiled not, and yet outdid Solomon in gay apparel.
Just what the florid man wanted, and whether he got it or not, Elaine
was never exactly sure. For in the abyss of humiliation into which she
had descended connected thought was impossible. In her misery and
confusion she was conscious of but one thing, an overwhelming longing
for the end of that dreadful day. Plenty of girls have gone home from
just such experiences, to be cheered, soothed, encouraged, and sent out
in the morning with teeth set and heart resolute. But the atmosphere of
Elaine’s home was not of the sort to revive the fainting and inspire the
discouraged. Mrs. Marshall, as well as her daughter, had spent a
wretched day, weeping at frequent intervals, and bemoaning the changed
fortunes which had brought her family to such straits. There was
nothing in her companionship to invigorate the girl who crept home at
nightfall, half crushed under a burden no less heavy because it was
largely imaginary. Elaine’s evident dejection plunged Mrs. Marshall
still deeper into melancholy, and the mother’s low spirits reacted on
the girl. Instead of the mutual helpfulness which should have been
given each was making it harder for the other.
When Peggy Raymond made her appearance at eight o’clock Elaine was lying
back in the easy chair, her eyes closed, and her face colorless. Mrs.
Marshall, sitting on the other side of the round table, had the air of
one who has expected the worst all along, and whose sole remaining
comfort is the doubtful joy of saying, "I told you so."
"Headache?" exclaimed Peggy sympathetically, yet cheerily too, for Peggy
had an intuitive shrinking from the sympathy which knocks the props out
from under a tottering courage. "Well, the first day of anything is
always a hard day. Want me to rub your head?"
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